Wednesday, December 16, 2009

:+:cHapter 142:+: one more to go

few more hours to my supplementary paper..

uncertain feelings..

worried or not..

nervous or not..

stress or not..

I cannot differentiate them..

I've got no feeling at all..

maybe already get used with the exam mood..

=S

4 more days to home..

pray hard I'm going to pass this paper..

I can..yes definitely can..

**think positively**

C=

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

:+:cHapter 141:+: =S

one more week to go..
to resit my clinical practice paper..
=S

yup..
I have to re-take the supplementary paper on the 16th..
pray will get a satisfactory this time..

looking at the bright side
as told by a great friend of mine..
treat it as a practice, at least with this chance, you will study again, to constantly recall and remember..

talked to mommy just now..
1st thing she said to me was..
'aiyo..why always need to do again de..'
erm..not helping me to get any better leh...
-___________-lll
but she continued with..
'never mind la girl.. like that you can study more and remember'
'everything will be fine'
'study lar..dun play play already..'

have to start studying lo then..
arrange notes..
and start my revision journey again..
C=

results in another 2 days..ermm
not really..because can view them 2moro at 12midnight..
=S

just hope for the best la..
till then..

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其实很害怕
虽然知道有第二次的机会是ok的
可是
就会想很多
是不是自己不适合这一科
再考第二次会不会也一样,没有回答他们理想的答案
怎么办

烦恼中。。。

现在只想回家

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

:+:cHapter 140:+: I Miss You....My Piano

I MISS YOU
SUPER DUPER MISS YOU
MY PRECIOUS PIANO!!

long time din play piano already..
out of sudden I'm missing those days
when I can place both of my hands on the keyboard...
and play whatever songs I like..
at least
at that moment, I only focus on how to play
no need to think about other thing..
definitely a way to release stress
=)


Sunday, December 6, 2009

:+:cHapter 139:+: 2 weeks

becoming lazier and lazier..
don't feel like doing anything
just want to sleep in
or
sit on the chair
=P

currently watching Taiwanese Drama - Autumn's Concerto..
and also watching season 6 xing guang..

yesterday,
went to the beach with girlfriends..
woke up, prepared sandwiches, washed up
then off we go to the beach to watch the sunrise..
=)

5 more days to results
14 more days to home
waiting for the 20th to come..
planning what I'm gonna do when I get back..
outings..
celebrations..=D

going to uni soon..
C=
till then


Thursday, November 26, 2009

:+:cHapter 138:+: =)

Came back from uni..
had a chat with Hui Rong..
poor Hui Rong..having toothache now..
guessing the wisdom tooth is growing..
causing her gum to swell
and she cannot eat burger..
because she cannot open her mouth..
=S
eat ice-cream also susah..

well..
one more day to go..
2 papers..
then M-E-R-D-E-K-A lu
the moment that I've been waiting for so long..
finally coming soon
=D

but..
not really yet..
have to wait for results still..
=S

Miss Thong Oi Yin went down to Sydney again..
missing the teh tarik she made the other night..
back to notes..
few more hours to go..
**concentrate concentrate**

Today is also 肥康少爷 's 18th birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
can't believe my brother is already 18y/o..
hope you have fun lo..
once again..i couldn't celebrate with you..
hope you like ur pressie la..
=P
love u..
all the best for ur remaining papers..
i merdeka 1st lo..
hehehehehe..

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

:+:cHapter 137:+: old days

Out of sudden..
am searching for A-Teens songs..
especially the album - Teen Spirit

listening to those songs..
really bring me back to old days..
back to high school..
really miss those moments..

this song is one of my fav..
hope you all like it too..
C=



Tuesday, November 24, 2009

:+:cHapter 136:+: n.e.r.d.y

let me become a NERD for few days..

then it is time to have fun..

=D

Monday, November 23, 2009

:+:cHapter 135:+: productive day

Yesterday..
although was HOT like crazy..
41 or 42 degree Celsius
But
we managed to pack all our stuff and move to Hui Rong's place..
=D
**feeling proud**

thank goodness this year got 3 of us doing the packing and moving..
if only 2 of us...
in this kind of WEIRD weather..
really can pengsan terus...

after that, took a nap..
then was dinner time..
after dinner..
start on revision for finals with Chin Ling at Uni..
progressing..
=)

then came home at about 2am
Wyane went back to uni to continue
exam later at 145pm..
dunno how can he not to sleep from 2am till now..
o.0

then webcam with cousin sis till 4am..
=P
luckily u still online at that time..
at least someone to talk to..
thank you ah..
=D
can't wait to go home to go shopping with u ler..
and please don't spend all ur bonus yet k..
wait for me..


Sunday, November 22, 2009

:+:cHapter 134:+: studying...

With Chin Ling at Uni preparing for our final papers on Friday..
2 major papers..
no grade but those two will be marked satisfactory or the other way round unsatisfactory..

Hopefully everyone will pass
**pray pray**

Listening to Leona Lewis's new album..
like this song featuring OneRepublic



back to notes lu..
C=

:+:cHapter 133:+: =)

那可怕的时间已经过了。。
不用烦
只希望能pass 就好了

2 down..

2 more to go..

can't wait for it to get over..

current plan:
28th Nov : N&D Graduation Ball
29th Nov - 19th Dec :
1) wait for results
2) spend most of the time in NC with bunch of great friends..=)
3) baking
4) cooking
5) shopping
6) packing
20th Dec : home sweet home..=D

till then..
pic will be up soon..
C=

Monday, November 16, 2009

:+:cHapter 132:+: 害怕

非常 非常
害怕
即将到来的时间

不想去想
但是



不可能。。
=(

Thursday, November 12, 2009

:+:cHapter 131:+: songs

These are some songs playing on my playlist over and over again at the moment..
hope you all like them too..
C=



听见星星叹息
用寂寞的语气
告诉不眠的云
是否放弃日夜追寻风的动静
心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息
我应该如何让你知道我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一场雨
是我暗示
你我有多委屈

心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息

我应该如何让你知道我爱你

连星星都知道我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一场雨

是我暗示
你我有多麽委屈
你还不懂雨永远不会停




你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式


我最幸福的事
当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是
最幸福的事


可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎么忍心为难你解释

最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是
最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是
最幸福的事



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

:+:cHapter 130:+:

TO AGNES LEONG YIE-HAN
(correct spelling or not ar?..=P..haha)

Well..
SeLamaT HaRi JaDi

HAppy HappY BiRthDay!!

Hope you have a blast one eh!
see u soon in Subang
shopping shopping..
=D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

:+:cHapter 129:+:

should be doing the assignment now..
but
the mood abit gone..

cannot cannot
must concentrate..
will continue after this post..
=P

woke up super early..
730am..
before the alarm..
0.o
might due to stressfulness
dunno..

then quickly prepared and went straight to Uni..
to return the book
and started reading an article followed by one more and another one..
-____________________-lll

tomorrow
same thing..
wake up early and off to uni..

training myself to only sleep 4 hours each day..
sounds stupid..but
wat to do..
paying the price of procrastinating..
=P

empat puluh hari lagi
counting down..
=D

Monday, November 9, 2009

:+:cHapter 128:+: =D

想通了

应该

=D

happy happy happy
was on the phone with daddy mommy ah boy and fatty ken just now
mommy said they had ginger chicken for dinner..daddy cooked de oh..
daddy seldom cook de lo..
so when he prepare us a dish..
the dish is super yummy de..
=D
miss ur cooking la daddy..
can't wait to go home to see you all again..


-Miss Thong Oi Yin-

C=

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一个人就好 - 刘力扬

街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人 的转角
不优雅时候 一个人 最好

爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人 就好

为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

心 很平静 地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭 我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好

为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好



Saturday, November 7, 2009

:+:cHapter 127:+: 回家

决定返屋企
12月20号

愿一切顺顺利利
我就可以
返屋企lu

返去考完英文试后
过完新年
陪陪屋企人
then去Melbourne申请PR。。
C=

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朋有告诉我
要去面对
而不是问为什么

所以我要懂得如何去面对
而不再去想了

过去就让他过去
这世界很大呢
还有很多很多的事情、人 我还没遇到

所以
加油咯!!
=D

Thursday, November 5, 2009

:+:cHapter 126:+: 烦

好烦好烦哦

心真的很烦
很多事情要解决

学业
前途
感觉





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唐爱燕很傻
=P
made a coffee..
without sugar..
and she drank it..
so what's next..
her reaction was >.<..
=D

BUT now she is enjoying her coffee...
cute..
gonna miss
傻傻的她


傻傻的她

尽然把咖啡当做酒
来麻醉自己
我们俩又坐回同一艘船。。。
但我才不拿咖啡来麻醉自己呢
=P
我宁愿睡个大觉
=D

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

:+:cHapter 125:+: hot

tak tau apa cuaca ni kat Newcastle..
super hot la..

heard from Hui Rong is about 31degree Celsius today
0.o

then went to uni

another friend told me is 34 degree Celsius..

C-R-A-Z-Y


burning only..
like oven..

we are like roasted pig..
=
P

decided to apply PR..
so dunno when am going back to home sweet home again..

missing home ler..

especially being away from home for few months now..
so tomorrow have to go to the language centre to find out about IETLS (English test)
=.=..sienness..

went for a movie just now with Aaron and Michelle..
no regret watching it..

we watched 'This Is It'

must watch..

was waiting for the song - 'Man in The Mirror'

the song came last
at the very end of the movie
to end the movie..

satisfied..=D

MJ was a great performer..

he knew what he wants for his concert..

he knew every single thing from his songs..

he knew all his moves..


now..
have to back to my notes, textbooks, notes, and more notes...
revision..
revision..

revision..
=P


oh ya..
Mei Sin made this sushi..

unique sushi..

cake-like-sushi

or
sushi-like-cake

=D

thanks ah dear..

they tasted so different..

but..

yummy..

**thumbs up**

some random pictures..
to end this post..
nite nite ppl
=)


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Saturday, October 31, 2009

:+:cHapter 124:+: =S

有缘无分
=P

got back from morning walk..
went to the uni..
took some pictures..
came home..
now waiting Oi Yin to prepare breakfast..
while waiting..
i'm having TimTam..
=P
yum yum..

=S..failed to upload those pictures..
will try again later..
till then...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

:+:cHapter 123:+: Thank You

Chin Ling..
Thank you for calling me just now..
know that u tried to leave a comment for previous post..
but failed..
hehehe
but thanks dear..

need to have a long chat with u when u come back..
I'm kinda lost again..
but am lucky enough to have u to remind me again and again..

well
all the best for ur IPP ya..
don't stress..
remember what u've told me last time when I was back in Sydney and Port for my placement..
u asked me to calm down..
stay focus..
and u should be fine..
JIA YOU la..
hope to see u soon..

C=

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

:+:cHapter 122:+: 无能

时间过得真快
两年这样又过去了
这两年
发生了很多事情
有愉快的
也有伤心的
有兴奋得
也有愤怒的
但也少不了烦恼

可是都已经成了过去

虽然功课越来越多
越来越难

但是 人却慢慢地成长

而对你
感觉也从少
慢慢累积成多
然后慢慢的放手
但不容易
对你的感觉
也只能变成回忆吧
因为不能很出面的帮你
关心你
只能默默地支持。。。

Monday, October 26, 2009

:+:Chapter 121:+: dunno

Unsure about many things..
Don't feel like facing them..
Sien...

很想放手
但不知道怎样
执着的我
越来越不知如何了

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at uni..
doing my assignment..
not feeling really well..
sorethroat and a little bit headache..
hopefully will feel better soon..
=S

remember when I create this blog..
it was about starting a new life..
but it seems that I've been falling back into the same situation again and again..
really have to wait till next year for everything to end?
or it won't at all..
because I'm just too stubborn

Sunday, October 18, 2009

:+:cHapter 120:+: =D

Back in Newcastle..
=D

clinical placement
DONE..
muahahaha..
finally..

one more food service placement to go..
then study for exams...
then..
go home lu..
how desperate I hope so..
=P..

till then..

Thursday, October 15, 2009

:+:cHapter 119:+: pray pray

tomorrow..
last day of clinical placement..
final assessment..
pray that I will pass ler..
**pray pray**

dunno what feeling i'm having right now..
cannot sit still..
keep walking up and down..
doing this and that..
cannot settle down..

gosh..
calm..have to stay calm..
=S

alright..enough of that..
hehe..
I've been eyeing on this necklace for months already..
should I get it or not..
here or msia..



then this amber ring from Bottega Veneta

planning to wake up early tomorrow to see the sunrise
erm..
if only I can get myself out of the bed at 5am..
=P..
really want to see see
before I go back to Newcastle..
gonna miss this pretty place..
but I'm so want to go back now..
I want to finish it asap..
so no need to worry anymore..
C=
till then..

Friday, October 9, 2009

:+:cHapter 118:+: Port

The place I'm staying at Port..
one bedroom holiday apartment..
not too bad for a bargain price..
=D

-the bathroom-
-the living room-
-the bar + kitchen-

-the bedroom-
That's about it for now..
off to placement..
=D

Thursday, October 8, 2009

:+:cHapter 117:+: >.< ^.^ =S =D -____-

busy busy busy

with placement
assignments

3 days ended just like that..
6 more days to go..

trying my best to catch up with everything
yesterday..
strange strange day..
when I feel so comfortable on educating people..
and the level of confidence suddenly boost up from no where..
3 new patients
but NONE of them came in..
wth
-___________-
supervisor told me..in her 7 years of working, she has never come across with such day..
=S
lucky not?
so after placement, walked around the place I'm staying to take some pictures..
=D
good weather though

today..
better than yesterday..
1 new, 3 review
quite challenging..
I don't think I've done a great job..
but supervisor said he was impressed by some questions and answers I gave to the clients..
well..still have to work more on questioning them..

windy windy night..

tomorrow..
no more outpatient clinic..
back to the hospital for inpatient..
hopefully can do more tomorrow..

tomorrow is also babi babe graduation ceremony..
congrats ya babe..
sorry for not able to attend..
and also be your photographer..=P
hope you have a great day..

these few days..
keep hearing sentences like
'I love ME chocolate'
'I love ME biscy'
'ME knee got no strength'
'I like ME yoghurt'
hehe..I do get funny patients..
but some quite cranky too..
well..everyday different people..
new stuff
new challenge
new knowledge

aiyaya..
internet sot sot dei again..
time to go
bed time..
C=

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

:+:cHapter 116:+: where are u

信心啊信心
你在那里

我找不到你

=S

1 down
8 to go..


Monday, October 5, 2009

:+:cHapter 115:+: Port

Hello..
from Port Macquarie..

reached here at about 7pm..
loving the place I'm staying..

but feeling scared at the same time..
=P
staying alone..
too quiet already..
without music or any sound..
I can only hear 'tick tock tick tock' from the clock..
=S

away from comfort zone again..
have to settle down asap
trying my very best..
=)

till then..

:+:cHapter 114:+: rindu

rindu sangat laptop saya ler..
=(

going to Port soon..
haih..

2 weeks..
or..9days..

should be alright ba..

**pray pray**

Thursday, October 1, 2009

:+:cHapter 113:+: good advice

baked New York cheesecake today..
Hui Rong the cheesecake lover said is nice..
and she likes it..
mission accomplished..
haha
=D

big thanks to 2 of my close friends ler..
with their advise..
wake me up..
n I can think better now..
他说 把一样得不到的事情抓得太紧,是不值得的, 过分的专一也不算是什么
她说 只要不把它看得太重, 就不会影响什么

trying my very best lo ppl..

going down to Sydney tomorrow
to meet up with Oi Yin and her daddy..
and also her friend - Lisa..
met her once last year..

oh ya..Sydney/Canberra trip was good..
jap, taiwanese, thai foods
cakes from 85 degree celcius
flowers - tulip
long long drive
sleepy n tired
=D

time to sleep..
till then..

Saturday, September 26, 2009

:+:cHapter 112:+:

gao dim with first Food Service placement..
one week of break
then I'm off to Port Macquarie for my extension Clinical placement..
hopefully can do better this time.. and get all the competencies tick off..
=D
after that 2 weeks..
is another Food Service placement..
after that,
have to study for my finals lu..
stress stress stress

24 hours a day is seriously not enough..
=S

now rushing to finish up my assignment..
1200 words to go..
=P
I ffk the rest to the mooncake celebration thingy at OiYin's church..
=D
cannot ler..have to get my assignment done as much as possible
sorry ppl..

Tomorrow..to Sydney again..
for the Malaysia Fest
then Monday..
Canberra for Floriade..

some random pictures from Sydney..
miss home so much now..
fatty bro called just now..
they are having lotsa fun at Uncle Rico's place..
celebrating cousin-Ben birthday..

cousin Xin Xin back in Manchester I guess..
new semester..
all the best ya dear..
=)

back to assignment..
-___________-

Saturday, September 19, 2009

:+:cHapter 111:+: finally..i hope..

back in Newcastle..
went to this restaurant called 'Hooi's Kitchen'..
they served yummy Malaysian foods..
=D

one week placement ended just like that..
been eating alot in Sydney..
Jason brought me to eat ramen, Taiwanese food, Chat Thai for dessert n etc..
but din get to snap a shot of those foods..
=P

bad luck until now ah..
my laptop dead on me..
I dunno what to do now..
gotta bring it to 'doctor' tomorrow already la..
-____________-

overall..
I'm happy..
because I guess I can let it go now..
not 100%..
but slowly..
I'm sure the feeling will fade away..
=D

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

:+:cHapter 110:+:

First of all,
Happy Belated Birthday to my Beloved cousin Xin Xin,
Jeannie
and Joshua Selvan..
Hope u all had a blast one yesterday!!
=D

then
Happy Birthday to Aaron..
hope you have a great n unforgettable celebration..
=)

to everyone,
Stay young, stay healthy, stay leng lui and stay lengchai la ha..
hehe..=D


well now, talk about my 'interesting' placement..
-_______________-
yesterday, first day of placement,
i bought wrong train ticket,
din bring jacket, was extremely windy in Sydney,
walked until both feet can patah..
=.=

today..more extreme
super duper adventure la
initially was supposed to catch a train at 330AM..
because we are going to Gosford Hospital for our placement..have to reach there before 6AM..
so I walked to the train station only encountered that it was closed..
website bluff people de..
din update de...
WTH..
so I had to catch bus to the place where I was supposed to meet up with my groupmates (one of them driving up to Gosford)
I dunno where to stop so the bus driver was nice enough to let me know when I should get down
BUT THEN...
he missed the stop..he totally forgot about it..
-___________________________________________________________________________________-lll
so he stopped me at Chatswood..
I was alone at the bus stop
at 4 in the morning..
sobsob..so unlucky ah lately..
so quiet and dark the street..
luckily besides the bus stop there is a 7-11..
cleaners also started to sweep the street..
but still..
can die lo..
stupid bus driver..

big big thanks to Mommy ler..
keep me company until my groupmate came to pick me up..
u must be super sleepy at that time ba..
sorry ah..

and also big thanks to HuiRong and Oi Yin for being a good listener..
sorry ah babi babe..woke u up at 3AM..
=P..at least got someone to talk to..not so scared..


reached Gosford Hospital..
stood more than 6 hours..
-_______________-
now my legs super sore..
dun feel like walking at all..
just want to sit down..

bad luck two days in a row..
hopefully tomorrow is a better day for me..
**pray pray**

当我需要你时
你永远都不在
很想听到你的声音
很想把全部事情告诉你
但知道 是不可能的
所以今天过后
我不再去想了
也不会弄自己辛苦

Friday, September 11, 2009

:+:cHapter 109:+: 失败

生气也生气过了
失望也失望过了
流泪也流泪过了
为什么还可以当没发生过
保持在同样的位置
同样的感觉
-____________-lll
失败 。。。

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

:+:cHapter 108:+:

很辛苦
很想立刻回家

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

:+:cHapter 107:+: 矛盾

took some pictures again just now..
heard from Oi Yin our housemate plant strawberry and chili seeds near the place where I stood to take few shot of the flower..
hope din step on the soil
=S

went out for dinner with Oi Yin, Aaron and Hui Rong..
finally get to eat the sticky date pudding..
and also iced chocolate..
satisfied already..
=D
must bring camera along next time..


有些事情
不能一天两天就忘记
就放下

有些事情
可能某些人不觉得重要
但对你却很要紧

有些事情
你已经做了决定
但却迟迟不能进行

人,就是这样
不能确确实实的做好一件事
当你的确要办好一件事时
却有很多阻碍


:+:cHapter 106:+:

finally..
can relax abit for now..
one assignment done..
but have to continue with another one soon..
tomorrow..
-___________-

i miss those days back home..
=S

nothing to talk about eh..
show u all some pic la then..
super random de..
=D
-taken by yours truly..still newbie in photography..=)-
-by Wei Ming-
That's about it for now..
till then..
C=


Monday, September 7, 2009

:+:cHapter 105:+: 不知道

想一想
应该是麻木了吧

不会有很大的反应
也不会再流泪

很奇怪
也不知道该怎么去处理了

还是大睡一场最好
过了今天应该可以松一口气了


Tuesday, September 1, 2009

:+:cHapter 104:+: 烦

study mood leh?..
where?..
concentrate concentrate..
=S

Sunday, August 30, 2009

:+:cHapter 103:+: campur-campur

Friday the 28th was Merdeka Night..
after that..went to Brewery..
was really tired..
sick of traveling..
8 hours on the plane..
and another 6 hours from Sydney to Newcastle..
too many passengers to be drop-off on that day
and there was accident on the day before at freeway..
well, the police kinda doing some investigations..
so super jam..and the car won't move at all..
-_______________________-

nothing much to say about that night..
overall..it was great..
=)

time flies..
before I can even think about what to do next
it was time for me to say goodbye to u all..
missing u all badly..
wish could stay longer..=(