:+:cHapter 94:+: decision

I'm proud of myself..
haha..
=D
cuz I listened to one pharmacology lectopia just now..
=P
lectopia is some recorded lecture that lecturer posted online..
since this course is distance/online learning..
so we no need to attend any lecture at the uni
but download lecture slides and listen to recording..

we had something like this last year too..
but the lazy me din listen to any of them..
very sleepy de leh..
listen to someone talking n talking..
and look at the slides..
do this all by myself in front of the computer screen wor
even in class..with real person standing in front of me..
I also can fall asleep..
this one..no need to say more ler..
like hypnotism
>_____<
however, there is still one more lecture to go..
which I'm planning to listen tomorrow..
erm..
hopefully I will..

have to make decision again..
at first my IPP placement changed from children hospital to some Aboriginal health program..
now they suggested another program..is healthy kids canteen..
in Sydney..but no accommodation..
=S
I always wanted to do some project related to kid's health
can stay at my supervisor's place..but don't feel like trouble her ler
so how ler?
should I still go with it?
or is a sign to ask me to drop this and choose another elective?
another one is all about reading articles on overnutrition and eating disorders
headache headache..
dunno what to do now..
which one should I go for?

:+:cHapter 93:+: =D

HAPPY!!
chatting with cousin XinXin now on MSN..
seeing her on the 8th..
she'll b staying at our place for a week..
then will follow her back to JB..
=)
yay..can't wait to see them lo..
**counting counting**
one more week to go

called dear Su just now..
she will be coming back to KL during weekends..
and Ag has a week of break..
=D

then something hilarious still on my mind
goodness gracious..
last year we ma joined the uni bball competition..
this year they're planning to join again..
last year they used 'milkshake' as the team name..
but now they thinking of changing the name..
so was chatting with Aaron just now
he and another friend - Andrew came out with a range of name

from milkshake

to kiwi (Aaron's idea)
why?
because tiny but mighty (full of essential nutrients)
okie~~~~~

to rambutan (Andrew's idea)
why?
because kiwi sounded more like New Zealand
so rambutan more Malaysia wor

to Khatulistiwa (dunno who think of this)
why?
this one i tak tau..din ask..=S

to Hungry Jack's (Andrew's idea I guess)
why?
because the guys always go there
-_____-
then one with the name of 'tender crisp', another one is 'stunner deal'
**speechless**

wanted to sound more Malaysian
but travel from dunno where to NZ to M'sia..
and back to Aus..
XD

guys memang can crap de lo
-____________________-lll
but funny at the same time..
=D

:+:cHapter 92:+: 痛

woke up and feeling rather tired..
why?..
whole body like aching only ler..
especially my butt ler...
=S

guess long time din walk uphill n downhill already ba..
辛苦辛苦
屁股好痛啊!!

walked to the supermarket to meet up with Chin Ling yesterday to do some food survey thingy..
cuz gonna rain soon..
so have to walk quicker than usual lo..
who knows..
now like tat..
=P
have to do some exercise when go home
morning walk with mommy
and more walking or see what bro up to after he come home from school
=D
**hopefully can do so la..hehe**

spent 3 hours doing the survey thingy
-__________-
so tiring after that..
even Chin Ling fell asleep at our place..

had dinner with frens..
this time Wyane joined us..
can see his face in 2 colour tones now..
very fair around his eyes..very dark on his cheeks..
haha..

after dinner, went for a movie..
watched 'The Hangover'..
plan to go uni later
to print out lecture notes for pharmacology
and also buy textbooks for psychology
kinda look forward for both subjects..
=D

:+:cHapter 91:+: ...

when got placement..
always look forward for weekends..
now got no placement..
dunno what to look forward to..
=S

sleep and eat only..
woke up..had breakfast with OY..
then do some washing..
read story book (finished reading d now..=(..)
eat..
sleep..
eat..
sleep..

but luckily..
still get to have dinner with friends..and also went out walk walk abit de..
=D

meisin came to Port to pick me up on the last day of placement..
thank you ler babe..
then we had dinner at this place called 'Grind' with Pin Sze and Chin Ling..
then went down to Sydney with Aaron and Wyane to meet up with Oi Yin..
and Aaron has a new look..
=D
we also had dinner the other night at our place..
Mei Sin, Chin Ling and Aaron joined us..
Wyane went down to Sydney already with his HK friends..
and he is away now as well..
he off for ski-ing with HK friends..

-mee goreng-

-for teh tarik de..yumyum-

now super full ah..
had seafood tom yum noodle for dinner just now..
and also had black sesame glutinous rice balls with red bean soup..
=D
satisfied ler..
hahaha

ok lo..
time to watch some drama with Oi Yin..
hehe..
till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 90:+: In Newie

Back in Newie for few days already..
nothing to do back here..
but the feeling is way better compared to when I was in Port..
=D

because back to familiar environment
and also get to see my friends..
hehe

now planning what to do next..
shopping?
definitely..
revision?
have to do so..=S
dinner with frens?
absolutely on the list..
=)

time to ciao..
update later..
C=

:+:cHapter 89:+: s.l.e.e.p.y

ya..very SLEEPY ah..

we are still in the hospital..
see all our patients this morning
no new referral..
so we are both sitting in the office doing our case study..
waiting to debrief with our supervisor..
**yawn**

wanna go back to sleep..
planning to catch a movie later..
=)

last week..funny Aggie told me about her dream..
dream..I guess is more like a nightmare ba..
rite Ag?..
hahaha..
plush toy + MJ??!!
u too hungry at night already eh?..
=D

hehehe...

back to case study..
can't wait to see MeiSin n ChinLing tomorrow..
=D

:+:cHapter 88:+: =)

done with presentation..
now only left with case study..

2 more days..
then I'm going back to Newcastle..

going back on Friday..
=)
happy happy..

then will plan what to do during the break..
don't want to think about this placement first..
seriously need a break..
to clear my mind..
and come back with a new and better perspective..I hope..
C=

lately, everyone seems falling sick..
6 out of 7 supervisors are sick now..
my coursemate got cold..
then friends back in Newie also sick..
about 3 or 4 of them..
0__o
blame the weather..
hope everyone will recuperate soon..

:+: cHapter 87:+: 50-50

Now really 50-50
everything not confirm yet..

had a chat with supervisor just now..
apparently our uni placement coordinator admitted to hospital and really sick..
hope she will get well soon..

supervisor told me that a dietitian from Tamworth will assess me on Thursday..
then the 2 weeks extension is not after this week..
but it is some time after August..
not sure when it is gonna be yet..

have to work on case study already..
presentation on Wed..
then is time to pack my stuff and go back to Newcastle lu..
=)

:+:cHapter 86:+:

Monday again
=S
think about it also feel tired er
hehe..
aiyo..no matter how
still have to face it..
so go with the flow..
=D

currently..listening to 许茹芸 new album 爱.旅行.一公里 **click click**
quite nice her songs..
=)

ok ler..just wanna waste some of my times..
should do something more useful..
=P
till then..

:+:cHapter 85:+: C= or =)

sleepy~~~

just woke up..
came back from dinner and fell asleep while reading a book..
=S

really cold here in Port these few days..
rain rain rain..
heard there was hail in the afternoon..
but din get to see
cuz was doing the cardiac rehab talk that time..
the presentation went pretty good..
but I should spend more time in preparation
and familiarize with the slides..

erm..
don't know I'm lucky or not lucky at this time..
need an extension for my current placement..
another informal assessment today..
supervisor said I've shown them 'big' improvement from last week..
which is good..
got most competencies tick off
however still left 3 of them which need more work..
is all about counseling and education..major part..
they think I might not be able to show them that I'm competent enough in a week..
but assume I would be able to do so if the uni granted me an extra week..
therefore, now waiting for uni to get back to supervisor..
either a week or repeat again next year..
=S

talked to MeiSin just now..
felt more relieved..
apparently would be able to get an extra week if the placement site request for that..
so..hopefully is a 'yes' from uni ler..

y la..
this time like so many barriers..
3 weeks gone just like that..
followed different supervisors..
went to different places for outpatient clinics and inpatient..
this week only start to settle down..
which is good..cuz I spend whole week in hospital..
but this week is ending soon lu
one more day to go..
then going back to Newie for the weekend..

now pray that I have another week ler..
so that can pass this placement..
**pray pray**
want to graduate ah..

still feeling full from the dinner..
getting the reflux feeling..
=P
but it was a nice dinner..
grilled snapper with salad..
then had hot choco and cakes for dessert..
no pic this time..
lazy..
or too hungry..
=D

mixed feelings..
sad..happy..
nervous..
i guess depressed too..just dunno how to express now

:+:cHapter 84:+: 不明白

那个烦的心情又回来了

我不知道自己想要什么
还想要要求什么

应该是累坏了吧

到底会怎样呢？

烦恼中。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。

:+:cHapter 83:+: relieve

Freaking cold!!

It is freezing these few days..
raining today somemore..

gonna rain until next week I guess..
=S

today, get to do one new patient (took diet history and gave education)
supervisor got puji a bit..at least..=D
but still need more practice..she said she won't expect much from a student..
hopefully..
=)
but I'm not that satisfied with it..cuz still need supervisor to remind me during the whole interviewing process..
well..need to improve..
C=

tomorrow..another day to go..
few reviews..
and one new so far..
busy busy day..

presentation on Thursday..
kinda look forward yet afraid that I'm not going to do well..
**pray pray**

just a quick update..
back to notes..
tata!!
=)

:+: cHapter 82:+: week 4

was counting how many day I've been at this place..
22 days already..time flies..
This week is week 4 of this placement or week 9 of clinical placement..
hopefully can get it done by next week
**pray pray**
can feel the pressure now..
couldn't sleep at all..
=S

Thought of having brekkie again at 'The Corner'
been craving for their banana bread these few days..
unfortunately, they only served breakfast till 11am..
so we have to go to another place..

by the time we found a cafe that we like..
it was 'brunch' for us..
not breakfast d..
=)
ordered this corn n herbs fritters topped with smoked salmon for myself..n iced chocolate..
Rachael had crepes with cappuccino..
quite bland and little pricey..
will not go back there again I reckon..
=P

came home, made scones for the first time..
not that bad..
recipe from Master Chef Australia..
then Rachael off to meet up with her parents and relatives..
they are here for few days..

while me..
took nap..
had dinner..
watch TV..
till then..
C=

:+: cHapter 81:+: kali pertama

Saturday..
yay!!
love my Saturdays during placement..
because can rest and no need to stress about it..at least for now..
=)

Went for whale watching with Rachael this morning..first time..
the tour took approximately 1.5 hours..
not too bad..
get to see the humpback whales..
apparently they migrate past Port from May to November..
interesting..

din get to see their face though..
only their back and tail..
=D

after that..had our lunch (fish n chips) near the shore..
under the bright sun..
on the green green grass..
accompanied by breezy winds..
and birds..
C=
That's about it for now..
=)

really hope can complete this placement in 2 weeks..
and not staying for another 2 weeks or so..
**pray pray**

:+: cHapter 80;+: mentally tired

not good..
this placement is really killing me slowly..
=S

assessment went terribly just now..
might need extension
I don't want to stay another week or two..

but on the bright side,
having extension is better than nothing
or fail..

confidence really no longer exist after the assessment..
even now..
thinking whether am I capable or able to make it or not?
=C

:+: cHapter 79:+: -____-

**speechless**

was planning to wake up at 530am..
but..
too cold and feel so comfy under blanket..
the lazy me went back to sleep
=S

next thing i know is already 7am..
planned to read some information on oncology..
now..have to prepare to go to cancer institute..
although it is just besides the main hospital..
but not sure got time to follow up da fussy but very talkative patient
and the complicated case one..

hopefully able to do so..
till then..
=D
:+:+:+:+:+:edit:+:+:+:+:+:
Sunny day in Port today..
get to do more things today in the cancer institute..
finished at 330..
so had a walk with Rachael along the beach..
=)
then watched Spore drama till now..
time to do the case study so I know what Q to ask Jenni tomorrow..expertise in diabetes

got back our results for Sport Nutrition..
finally a D for this sem..
=D
long time din see the 'D' already..
=P

time to ciao..
sleepy..
but have to stay up late to do some work ler..
wake-up-early-in-da-morning plan isn't working for me anymore..
-________-