:+:cHapter 124:+: =S

有缘无分
=P

got back from morning walk..
went to the uni..
took some pictures..
came home..
now waiting Oi Yin to prepare breakfast..
while waiting..
i'm having TimTam..
=P
yum yum..

=S..failed to upload those pictures..
will try again later..
till then...

:+:cHapter 123:+: Thank You

Chin Ling..
Thank you for calling me just now..
know that u tried to leave a comment for previous post..
but failed..
hehehe
but thanks dear..

need to have a long chat with u when u come back..
I'm kinda lost again..
but am lucky enough to have u to remind me again and again..

well
all the best for ur IPP ya..
don't stress..
remember what u've told me last time when I was back in Sydney and Port for my placement..
u asked me to calm down..
stay focus..
and u should be fine..
JIA YOU la..
hope to see u soon..

C=

:+:cHapter 122:+: 无能

时间过得真快
两年这样又过去了
这两年
发生了很多事情
有愉快的
也有伤心的
有兴奋得
也有愤怒的
但也少不了烦恼

可是都已经成了过去

虽然功课越来越多
越来越难

但是 人却慢慢地成长

而对你
感觉也从少
慢慢累积成多
然后慢慢的放手
但不容易
对你的感觉
也只能变成回忆吧
因为不能很出面的帮你
关心你
只能默默地支持。。。

:+:Chapter 121:+: dunno

Unsure about many things..
Don't feel like facing them..
Sien...

很想放手
但不知道怎样
执着的我
越来越不知如何了

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at uni..
doing my assignment..
not feeling really well..
sorethroat and a little bit headache..
hopefully will feel better soon..
=S

remember when I create this blog..
it was about starting a new life..
but it seems that I've been falling back into the same situation again and again..
really have to wait till next year for everything to end?
or it won't at all..
because I'm just too stubborn

:+:cHapter 120:+: =D

Back in Newcastle..
=D

clinical placement
DONE..
muahahaha..
finally..

one more food service placement to go..
then study for exams...
then..
go home lu..
how desperate I hope so..
=P..

till then..

:+:cHapter 119:+: pray pray

tomorrow..

last day of clinical placement..

final assessment..

pray that I will pass ler..

**pray pray**

dunno what feeling i'm having right now..

cannot sit still..

keep walking up and down..

doing this and that..

cannot settle down..

gosh..

calm..have to stay calm..
=S

alright..enough of that..
hehe..

I've been eyeing on this necklace for months already..

should I get it or not..

here or msia..

then this amber ring from Bottega Veneta

planning to wake up early tomorrow to see the sunrise

erm..

if only I can get myself out of the bed at 5am..

=P..

really want to see see

before I go back to Newcastle..

gonna miss this pretty place..

but I'm so want to go back now..

I want to finish it asap..

so no need to worry anymore..

C=

till then..

:+:cHapter 118:+: Port

The place I'm staying at Port..
one bedroom holiday apartment..
not too bad for a bargain price..
=D

-the bathroom-

-the living room-
-the bar + kitchen-

-the bedroom-

That's about it for now..

off to placement..

=D

:+:cHapter 117:+: >.< ^.^ =S =D -____-

busy busy busy

with placement
assignments

3 days ended just like that..
6 more days to go..

trying my best to catch up with everything
yesterday..
strange strange day..
when I feel so comfortable on educating people..
and the level of confidence suddenly boost up from no where..
3 new patients
but NONE of them came in..
wth
-___________-
supervisor told me..in her 7 years of working, she has never come across with such day..
=S
lucky not?
so after placement, walked around the place I'm staying to take some pictures..
=D
good weather though

today..
better than yesterday..
1 new, 3 review
quite challenging..
I don't think I've done a great job..
but supervisor said he was impressed by some questions and answers I gave to the clients..
well..still have to work more on questioning them..

windy windy night..

tomorrow..
no more outpatient clinic..
back to the hospital for inpatient..
hopefully can do more tomorrow..

tomorrow is also babi babe graduation ceremony..
congrats ya babe..
sorry for not able to attend..
and also be your photographer..=P
hope you have a great day..

these few days..
keep hearing sentences like
'I love ME chocolate'
'I love ME biscy'
'ME knee got no strength'
'I like ME yoghurt'
hehe..I do get funny patients..
but some quite cranky too..
well..everyday different people..
new stuff
new challenge
new knowledge

aiyaya..
internet sot sot dei again..
time to go
bed time..
C=

:+:cHapter 116:+: where are u

信心啊信心
你在那里

我找不到你

=S

1 down
8 to go..

:+:cHapter 115:+: Port

Hello..
from Port Macquarie..

reached here at about 7pm..
loving the place I'm staying..

but feeling scared at the same time..
=P
staying alone..
too quiet already..
without music or any sound..
I can only hear 'tick tock tick tock' from the clock..
=S

away from comfort zone again..
have to settle down asap
trying my very best..
=)

till then..

:+:cHapter 114:+: rindu

rindu sangat laptop saya ler..
=(

going to Port soon..
haih..

2 weeks..
or..9days..

should be alright ba..

**pray pray**

:+:cHapter 113:+: good advice

baked New York cheesecake today..
Hui Rong the cheesecake lover said is nice..
and she likes it..
mission accomplished..
haha
=D

big thanks to 2 of my close friends ler..
with their advise..
wake me up..
n I can think better now..
他说 把一样得不到的事情抓得太紧，是不值得的， 过分的专一也不算是什么
她说 只要不把它看得太重， 就不会影响什么

trying my very best lo ppl..

going down to Sydney tomorrow
to meet up with Oi Yin and her daddy..
and also her friend - Lisa..
met her once last year..

oh ya..Sydney/Canberra trip was good..
jap, taiwanese, thai foods
cakes from 85 degree celcius
flowers - tulip
long long drive
sleepy n tired
=D

time to sleep..
till then..