::determination::

:+:Final Chapter:+: make a change

2010-05-14T22:59:00.002+10:00

kawan-kawan sekalian,

couldn't do more with this blog..

maybe I'm just too bored with blogspot..

so do check out my new blog..

click here!!

:+:cHapter 167:+: Decision

2010-05-08T15:33:00.004+10:00

Finally, get the lazy me to update this dead blog..

Already one month in Aussieland

and made the decision to going back home for good..

Im'ma Happy Girl right now..

dilemma for months..

to stay here or not to..

like a friend told me last night..she said everyone has a inner weighing scale..

we will use this to weigh the importance of family, career, finance, and so on..

Totally agree with her..

and I know my family always come in first place..

so I would rather go home than staying here and feeling nostalgic from time to time..

Do not want the moment to replay again..

So will reach homeland on Sunday morning..

at last meeting up with the big man in the family..

missing him so much..

hope he is enjoying the business trip with his friends now..

exactly one more week left for us to go around in Melbourne..

Already craving for teh tarik..

**drools**

have to start writing up the 'to-do-list'

first on the list will be: to make appointment with the dentist =.=

think about it will make me feel sick..

at least get that done first, so I can enjoy later with the cousins..

Miss XinXin..

all the best and good luck for your exams..

will see u real soon..

Besides the fun part,

have to look for job as well..

Hope will get one soon..

**pray pray**

Before signing off,

a HDR picture I did last night..

-before-

-after-

:+:cHapter 166:+: celebration

2010-04-03T02:23:00.008+11:00

wow..
I'm officially 23y/o now..
=.=
but..
still doing nothing..
and don't know which direction to follow..

To get a job first..
or continue studying?

To choose to stay in Melbourne
or to come back home for good?

Everything is uncertain now..
but I'll be going to Melbourne for 2 months..
and start looking for job..

By that time, I hope I'll know where I want to go..
and what I want to do..

Enough of those killing brain cells topics
=P
Lets start with what have I done in the past few days

On Sunday..
We had breakfast at Axian DimSum..
well..the dimsum they served were so-so only..
Seafood as dinner at Fatty Crab Tmn Megah

Monday..
makan day
had Sushi Zanmai again..
=D
All of us really enjoyed the dinner and the company..
gonna miss this kind of moment

Tuesday..
I don't remember..
but definitely had some fab food again..

Wednesday..
met up with cousin Alice and AhBi..
We had Bar-B-Q Plaza
a treat from cousin Alice..
Thanks babe..
we were there from 6pm till 930pm..
chat chat chat n makan makan makan
fab..only Miss XinXin n Suet Suet are both in KL too..
faster come back then we go SkyBar k..
=D

Thursday..
yours truly bday..
=D
After 3 years..
finally get to celebrate with daddy mommy and bro..
this time..I decided not to have the usual lobster at Victoria Station..
but had Thai food at this place called 'Bangkok Wasabe' at Dataran Sunway..
saw this restaurant from some food blog some time ago..
eh..
overall the food tasted average..
the siakap (fish) was not fresh at all
so daddy asked them to change to another type of fish..
better..but not great
However the desserts they served are yummy..
=D

After a piece of bday cake we went to PoPo's place at Cheras..
time to say goodbye to my beloved Auntie Cindy and Uncle Francis..
They are still on the plane now flying back to NewYork..
Only get to see them again in another 2 years..
mommy already missing her sis..
but she is so tough this time..
she didn't even cry when said goodbye and gave her sister a hug..
=D

The very last minute me finally bought the clothes for graduation ceremony..
happy to shop around 1U..
but feeling rather tired
still have to buy some stuff before flying back to Aussieland on Tuesday..
so soon..
=.=

Pics time..
enjoy..
=)
have a great weekend people..

:+:cHapter 165:+: sesat

2010-03-26T21:21:00.003+11:00

=.=
I guess my sense of direction went from 100% good to 100% bad..

Went meeting up with Meisin n Sze at JayaJusco Bukit Tinggi..
con by the GPS..
nevermind..
at least I was still able to reach the place..

But when I was supposed to make a U-turn to Kesas Highway..
I went straight to some housing area..
and got lost in that area..
=.=
cacat me..

I still managed to find my way out..
hehehe..
I also enjoy driving alone..
so don't mind also when the CD is playing songs I like..
=D

Next stop..
Putrajaya..
to snap some pictures..
(=

:+:cHapter 164:+: movie

2010-03-26T03:23:00.006+11:00

Went to watch 'How to Train Your Dragon' with mommy and brother just now at Pyramid..

was supposed to watch it yesterday after Brother did his course registration at KDU..

but the lazy me was too tired to stay any longer in 1U after a fabulous Jap meal at Sushi Zanmai..

so we decided to go home..

So,

we forced mommy to go with us just now..

I think I'm 100% clone from my mom..

she also doesn't like to go out much..

We watched 3D de..

not that bad..

the black dragon, Toothless is so cute ler..

feel like cubit him only

mommy said he looks like Stitch

hehehe

well..those who wear glasses..

please wear contact lenses when u go watch 3D..

I was so lazy to wear them..

so the consequences of wearing my glasses with the 3D glasses was pain on my nose and ears..

=.=

It was alright last time..

maybe is the type of 3D glasses..

or my face fat jor..

either one la...

I will never be so lazy next time..

Some decoration stuff I saw in Sentosa

this one I like the most

only the colour and pattern

=)
will not plan to get them even I have the cash..
freaking 1k+++SG dollars..

ciao 1st..
C=

:+:cHapter 163:+: OLD

2010-03-25T05:59:00.006+11:00

'klik-klak!'
This is the sound I hear when I stand up after sitting on the floor with the laptop for too long without supporting my back..
=.=

These 'klik klik klak klak' sounds are either from my back or knee..
omgosh!!
I'm very old already laR!!
o.0
I still can hear it now when I move..
+.+lll

It is resulting from not being active
and never do exercise for months..
or years?!!

And eating all the unhealthy foods..
no dairy products
no essential vitamins and minerals..
=P
konon-nyer ku seorang dietitian..
but cannot blame me also ah..
after living in such lifestyle for years..
cannot change in one or two days rite?
I just don't have that determination right now..
=.=

Tomorrow might go KL to meet up with daddy for dinner
with this client from UK..
not sure about it yet..
but don't feel like going to the dinner
I rather become a chauffeur..hehehe
so I can walk around KL
and get some pictures of KL night view
see how it goes tomorrow
=)

one pic to share before I go offline

:+:cHapter 162:+: U.S.J

2010-03-24T03:58:00.005+11:00

Bro and I were driving back from Sunway on Monday at around 6pm..
when we were about to enter Subang area from Federal Highway
was crazily traffic jam

I know shouldn't have choose that time to go home..
but was really tired on that day
don't feel like lepak-ing or being at any place with people..
just want to go home..
take shower and sleep..

so...
it took us one hour 40 minutes to reach home..
which usually it only takes us about 10 - 15 minutes to reach from that place...
=.=

Nothing to do in the car
therefore playing with camera was the only entertainment
besides listening to CD
=P
U.S.J = Ultra Super Jam
=.=

Time to go to bed
another tiring day..
wish I could just stay at home tomorrow
but..
NO..
going to KDU with brother for registration..
**vomit blood**
can I just have one rest day?
=(

:+:cHapter 161:+: college week

2010-03-21T05:08:00.008+11:00

I'm not going back to college..

but this week walked around colleges with bro

Besides that

also get to spend some quality time with mommy..

went shopping with her..

Unfortunately

these few shopping trips..

in my hands were only those plastic/paper bags that loaded with

either makanan

or electronic stuff

or magazines/books

NO clothes

NO shoes

=.=

Being the lazy me..

just wanna stay at home and do nothing..

Feel like going outdoor to snap some photos

maybe next week or later

after I get the tripod from bro (a pressie from him..'ng goi sai'..=D)

Penang would be a good spot..

waiting for reply from my bestie..

pictures from Sentosa

using this laptop without the Photoshop software

so...yea..

normal pics..

have a great Sunday!!

more coming up..

:+:cHapter 160:+: Sentosa

2010-03-13T03:06:00.006+11:00

Went to Singapore last week..
and stayed at Resorts World Sentosa for 2 nights with the family and dad's friend, Uncle Gan and his wife

Daddy was there for some business
so we tag along..
=D

Stayed at this hotel called 'Festive Hotel' at the Resorts World Sentosa
it is one of the four hotels there..(Crockfords Tower, Hotel Michael, Hard Rock Hotel)
2 more are coming up..
the hotel we stayed in is more for family with young children actually..
cuz the room we got is with one king sized bed, one loft bed, one sofa bed
bro insisted to sleep on the loft bed
fair enough
he is the youngest in the family..
BUT
halfway through the night
he said he want to exchange with me..
because he is taller than me and his toes keep knocking on the wall..
=.=
sleepyhead me had to climb the ladder
lucky me for not falling off the ladder and also bed...
=P

The Universal Studios isn't open for the public yet..
it is gonna open on the 18th this month..
but tickets are limited..

Some places are still under construction
and also still at the testing stage

Went to the Casino..
not as nice as Genting..
Singaporeans have to pay $100 in order to get into the Casino..

Sands (another Casino from LA) is opening next month..
it is situated in the City..
the cab driver said more ppl will choose Sands than drive all the way to Sentosa..
however, Sentosa is suitable for family weekend getaway or holidays..

definitely will visit that place again
but not so soon
some time end of the year

lately, really lazy to update blog n upload pictures la..
=.=
my bad..
even lazy to open up photoshop to play around
and i din even have the mood to take pictures..
maybe too many unexpected things happened recently..
and i dunno how to handle..
well..
give me some time..
i guess everything will be just OK..
=D

:+:cHapter 159:+:

2010-03-05T03:59:00.006+11:00

Is already March..
0.o

2010 CNY was great as usual..
but..a little bit different compared to past years..

Because bro was admitted to hospital due to dengue fever
and still had to stay around on the CNY's eve
so Daddy decided to have reunion dinner at the hospital
which sick brother can celebrate with us as well..
usually we will go back to late grandparents' place at Bidor

So, poor boy only had bland vegetable and chicken..
well daddy mommy n myself had 盆菜 (poon choi)
duck meat, pork, chicken, prawn, mushroom, abalone and so on could be found in this dish
=D
although only 4 of us this time but..we enjoyed..
as long as the whole family get together
healthy and happy de..

of course..later in the night daddy gave us angpow lo..
he said is '压岁钱' ('lucky money' as from Wiki)
this 'ya sui qian' really made our day..
$_$

On the 1st day of CNY..
brother discharged from the hospital..
So we went back to Bidor on the 3rd day of CNY..
stayed for a night..
was planning to go to either Singapore or Genting..
but I had to sit for English test
so, plan canceled

Seeing cousins and other relatives is always fab
but Miss XinXin n Miss Alice weren't around this time..
=(

Uncle and Auntie from mommy's side came back from Aussieland and NY to celebrate CNY with popo
merrier this year on the 8th day of CNY
Cuz popo them are Hokkien, so 'bai tian gong'
few fireworks that night

Besides that, nothing much about CNY..
Lately, busy with settling all the essential documents
before heading back to Aussieland next month
and also, planning Sydney-Melbourne trip when the family is over there..
don't feel like going back there
but mommy and brother will be staying in Melb with me for 2 months..
so, not that bad afterall
=D

few pictures taken during CNY
lazy to edit with photoshop..
well..there are more..
but feeling sleepy already..
been trying to book the flight ticket online since 4pm..
'big thanks' to the cimb n citibank credit card..
=S
but done with them right now..

Getting results for IELTS tomorrow..
=.=
no good feeling about it..
haih..
don't care la..
cannot do anything also

till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 158:+: miss you bro

2010-02-13T04:56:00.003+11:00

how to sleep when you are still in the hospital
n have that catheter inserted on your right hand
with the IV fluid continue flowing 24/7
feeling fatigue at times
not speaking loudly
n not laughing like a happy kid

miss you brother..
miss chatting with you at night before we sleep
miss seeing you walking around the house

get well soon..

:+:cHapter 157:+: get well soon

2010-02-10T22:18:00.004+11:00

Brother has not been feeling well since Saturday..
he had fever on Saturday till yesterday..
now, he back to normal temperature
but still have those red spots on his face..
feeling fatigue
vomit
diarrhoea

went to hospital last night..as suggested by GP..
suspect it might be dengue..
did blood test
blood test results shown
low platelet counts..(149)..normal should be 150 and above
so, went back for another blood test this morning..
the platelet lower than yesterday (107)
therefore, tomorrow has to go back for another blood test and dengue test
hopefully wont drop to 80..

when he is sick, the house is so quiet
mommy busy taking care of him as well as preparing for CNY..
the only thing I'm able to help is get CNY stuff

went to Kota Damansara Giant by myself yesterday..
without Lee ah Hong, don't feel like buying any snacks
today, again, went to Pyramid to settle some bills..

just pray that everything will be fine for brother..
if not, he might need to undergo few tests, and admit to the hospital..
I don't want to go to the admission counter to help him with all the registration..

:+:cHapter 156:+: c.a.n.d.y

2010-02-06T06:31:00.003+11:00

sugar addiction

:+:cHapter 155:+: Thank You

2010-02-02T07:05:00.003+11:00

Just want to say
Thank you
...

:+:cHapter 154:+: sekolah menengah

2010-01-27T04:51:00.005+11:00

Brother was cleaning the room the other day..
n I saw this book today on the dining table..

my book from high school..
=P
Form 4 de..means about 7 years already..
o.0

miss those days back in sekolah menengah
remember
mommy would drop me at school first before brother..
7am..=.=
was a prefect last time..
but our gang was the lazy one..n never follow the rules..
=P
we would skipped class
and the reason - meeting at the prefect's room
actually we just lazed around in the room and chit chat..
hahaha..
kaki ponteng..
classes till 2pm every Monday - Thursday..
then Friday is the best..1230pm can go home d..

and during SPM..
dear Su n I will missed call or call each other..
to make sure both of us were still awake for revision..

right now
don't know who am I
student?
eh...nope..
goyang kaki at home only..
=P

brother is SO into maple story again..
got nothing to do till he is back to playing that game..
=.=

daddy is going for business trip again tomorrow..
no more finding him for lunch at Kota Damansara until he comes back on Saturday
at the meantime..continue searching places for lunch or dinner

cousin Alice is attending something tomorrow..
hope she gets what she wants..
C=

back to Photoshop..
hehe..
learning some new techniques..
well..I should start writing up my resume
till then..

:+:cHapter 153:+: makan day

2010-01-25T04:30:00.004+11:00

Autumn's Concerto episode 17 is finally up on the site..
finished watching
but have to wait for another week for the next episode
=.=
真的等你等的好苦
=P

Sunday always a great day..
Japanese buffet with the family..
took a long nap after that..
went for badminton
dinner with the family

makan and relax sajer..
=D

It is Monday again..
no complain for people who is free like me..
but for those who is studying and working
then different story lar..
=P

Hope everyone has a good Monday lo..
not the 'blue' colour one..
C=

.....

寻找着生命中的光
希望可以知道如何走下一步

:+:cHapter 152:+:

2010-01-22T03:31:00.004+11:00

keep sneezing..
walau.. please don't fall sick again..
=.=

feel like taking out my brain
and wash it..
remove all the memories..
and start all over again
this time
I will think choose n act wisely..

but
there is no turning back..
but to accept the facts
and live life better each day

:+:cHapter 151:+: woohoo

2010-01-20T21:10:00.003+11:00

Went to watch 大日子 WooHoo (Tiger Woohoo) juz now..
nice..
very funny..
will watch again with daddy and mommy..
hehehe..

..Before..

..After..

..Before..

..After..

:+:cHapter 150:+: Happy Day

2010-01-19T04:40:00.004+11:00

Playing around with Photoshop..
learning how to change/add some effects
fish eye and lomography using Photoshop..
something new to me..

Was supposed to go to bed early tonight..
because planning to play badminton with brother tomorrow at about 9ish
been waking up at noon lately
and only sleep at 4 or 5 in the morning
except for weekends..
cuz
daddy is around..
=P

only one pic I've edited so far..
time to sleep..
C=

..Before..

..After..

:+:cHapter 149:+: wth

2010-01-17T05:20:00.007+11:00

How would you react when you see something like this in your studentmail?
'Amendment to Results'

After the experience for supplementary paper..
and one of the friends saying that her printed results wasn't the same as the one posted on the university site..
my reaction was
SHOCK !!

Increased heartbeat
and both hands were shaking..
'what am I gonna do if I did not pass one of the subjects'
'what if they want me to retake the subject again'

Tried to open the webpage..
but it loaded real slow..
so had to wait
and wait
and wait

Finally my grades shown on the page
Phewwwww
no changes..
=D

alright
enough of that shocking email from the uni..
C=
Went to OU with uni friends..
had dinner at Chilis

tomorrow watching movie with the family..
shopping..
and also planning to play badminton..
Sunday = Family Day..
=D

some pictures taken during dinner with besties from high school
we had dinner at this newly opened restaurant in town called 'Happy Days'

:+:cHapter 148:+:

2010-01-13T04:25:00.007+11:00

Was chatting with one of my girlfriends, Aggie
going to meet her soon..
after a year.。
time flies..
from high school student life
to college student life
to uni student life..
and now..going to start working life soon (hopefully)

one of my besties, Ili already started working for about a year now..
and she has to go to the site for some tasks..
where is this site?
is in either Ipoh or even East Malaysia..
all depends on the clients' needs..

one of them..my shopping partner..Suleen
is all the way in Penang now..
din get to meet her before she left..
want to go to Penang to visit her..
but still have some stuff to do..
feeling bad for not giving her the answer yet..
missing that girl..

today..met up with Mei Sin just now at Mid Valley..
had lunch..and walked around the place..
feel good to see her again..
will definitely go for an outing again soon..
=)

waiting for the rest to come back from Newcastle and trip..

been looking up on tips for photography on the web lately..
dream to become a wedding photographer
and have my own business on it..
hopefully can achieve this dream in 4 - 5years time..
**dreaming dreaming**

my fav song now..
亲人 - 丁当
from this Taiwanese drama - Autumn's Concerto 下一站，幸福

别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂
不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某
就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

hardest part of watching this drama is
have to wait for one whole week before the next episode is uploaded on the site..
=P
but loving this drama..
Vanness Wu wor..what to do..
hehehehe

:+:cHapter 147:+:

2010-01-09T04:10:00.003+11:00

Having flu is always a nightmare for me..
Can't breath during sleep
and last night..got few times I thought my life just gonna end like that
0.o

Therefore, I walked around the house..
not helping
read story book
not helping either
read magazines
nah..same thing..I was still awake at 5am..
Woke up by mommy..
still with my specs on
lying with my face in the pillow..
(lucky me..did not suffocate..>.<)
went back to sleep for sure because it was only 7am..
(maybe I only slept for few minutes, that's why)
=.=
and woke up at noon..
=P

went to Pappa Rich with mommy and bro for bfast + lunch + tea
=D
then went to the airport to meet up with Yeong Lee..
collected something from her..
thanks for her help..

2moro to OU..
for a haircut..
finally I'm going..
been really lazy lately..
just want to laze around at home
watch TV n eat..
=D

even now,
I am lazy to upload pics..
wth..
What's wrong with me lately..
maybe is the weather..
hehehe..

till then..

:+:cHapter 146:+: =D...=.=

2010-01-07T03:55:00.002+11:00

went to KLCC and Pavillion with bro jz now..
movie with him n also Wyane..
watched Sherlock Holmes..
nice..
like it alot..
=D

went to this place called Zang Toi with bro..
it is a cafe located in Pavillion Parkson..
quite interesting their foods..
but we were both having flu..
quite tasteless i would say..
=P..
so now i also feel like burying my nose..

nose blocked for the whole movie session..
goodness..
never like having flu..
=.=

will upload the pic later..
some with bro
some in my phone...
i remember da GPS and forgot about bringing da camera..
WTH..
nvm..go again sometime next week..
=D

time to rest..
till then..

:+:cHapter 145:+: another week

2010-01-05T02:16:00.004+11:00

feel like burying my throat and right hand..
=S

watched two movies in the past weeks..

'The Treasure Hunter'

'Avatar'

'Sherlock Holmes'

and

'Bodyguards and Assassins'

and

'The Spy Next Door'

:+:cHapter 144:+: LEGO!!

2010-01-03T04:10:00.006+11:00

something wrong with the connection..
only able to upload few pictures..
will try again later..

saw this set of LEGO yesterday when shopping in Pyramid..
not cheap to get a whole set...
I'm regretting now for not taking good care of my LEGO last time..
I want one now..
will get them one day..definitely..

these pictures were taken during Winter Solstice..
=)

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

raining raining..
rain during day..
rain during night..
sometimes cannot watch Astro..
sienness...

got a text from daddy just now..
saying that he wanna play badminton..
long time din exercise already..
Mr Muscle Ache might come to visit me later..=D
but it is time to keep fit lu...
fatty hong horrrrrrr?
=P

我家的放屁少爷买了一个东西给我
谢谢啦

:+:cHapter 143:+: Happy 2010!!

2010-01-02T16:21:00.003+11:00

Bye bye to yr 2009, and big welcome to yr 2010..
=D

last post was on my supplementary paper..
back in Newie

but I'm back home for about 2 weeks now..
enjoying every single moment with the family

celebrated Xmas with family at Genting..
Frances Yip's concert

suet suet came over to our place for a week..

celebrated NYE with relatives
watched fireworks from KL, 1U (although blocked by trees..=P), and other places
well..of course not as spectacular as the one in Sydney..
but at least get to watch few fireworks from different places..
not only one either from The Curve or KL or Putra..and stuck in the crowd..
=P

wish everyone has a smooth sailing year ahead..
enjoy yr 2010..
C=

will upload other pics later..

:+:cHapter 142:+: one more to go

2009-12-16T04:04:00.003+11:00

few more hours to my supplementary paper..

uncertain feelings..

worried or not..

nervous or not..

stress or not..

I cannot differentiate them..

I've got no feeling at all..

maybe already get used with the exam mood..

=S

4 more days to home..

pray hard I'm going to pass this paper..

I can..yes definitely can..

**think positively**

C=

:+:cHapter 141:+: =S

2009-12-09T19:34:00.004+11:00

one more week to go..
to resit my clinical practice paper..
=S

yup..
I have to re-take the supplementary paper on the 16th..
pray will get a satisfactory this time..

looking at the bright side
as told by a great friend of mine..
treat it as a practice, at least with this chance, you will study again, to constantly recall and remember..

talked to mommy just now..
1st thing she said to me was..
'aiyo..why always need to do again de..'
erm..not helping me to get any better leh...
-___________-lll
but she continued with..
'never mind la girl.. like that you can study more and remember'
'everything will be fine'
'study lar..dun play play already..'

have to start studying lo then..
arrange notes..
and start my revision journey again..
C=

results in another 2 days..ermm
not really..because can view them 2moro at 12midnight..
=S

just hope for the best la..
till then..

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其实很害怕
虽然知道有第二次的机会是ok的
可是
就会想很多
是不是自己不适合这一科
再考第二次会不会也一样，没有回答他们理想的答案
怎么办

烦恼中。。。

现在只想回家

:+:cHapter 140:+: I Miss You....My Piano

2009-12-08T00:51:00.006+11:00

I MISS YOU
SUPER DUPER MISS YOU
MY PRECIOUS PIANO!!

long time din play piano already..
out of sudden I'm missing those days
when I can place both of my hands on the keyboard...
and play whatever songs I like..
at least
at that moment, I only focus on how to play
no need to think about other thing..
definitely a way to release stress
=)

:+:cHapter 139:+: 2 weeks

2009-12-06T10:52:00.006+11:00

becoming lazier and lazier..
don't feel like doing anything
just want to sleep in
or
sit on the chair
=P

currently watching Taiwanese Drama - Autumn's Concerto..
and also watching season 6 xing guang..

yesterday,
went to the beach with girlfriends..
woke up, prepared sandwiches, washed up
then off we go to the beach to watch the sunrise..
=)

5 more days to results
14 more days to home
waiting for the 20th to come..
planning what I'm gonna do when I get back..
outings..
celebrations..=D

going to uni soon..
C=
till then

:+:cHapter 138:+: =)

2009-11-26T18:10:00.006+11:00

Came back from uni..
had a chat with Hui Rong..
poor Hui Rong..having toothache now..
guessing the wisdom tooth is growing..
causing her gum to swell
and she cannot eat burger..
because she cannot open her mouth..
=S
eat ice-cream also susah..

well..
one more day to go..
2 papers..
then M-E-R-D-E-K-A lu
the moment that I've been waiting for so long..
finally coming soon
=D

but..
not really yet..
have to wait for results still..
=S

Miss Thong Oi Yin went down to Sydney again..
missing the teh tarik she made the other night..
back to notes..
few more hours to go..
**concentrate concentrate**

Today is also 肥康少爷 's 18th birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
can't believe my brother is already 18y/o..
hope you have fun lo..
once again..i couldn't celebrate with you..
hope you like ur pressie la..
=P
love u..
all the best for ur remaining papers..
i merdeka 1st lo..
hehehehehe..

:+:cHapter 137:+: old days

2009-11-25T03:19:00.003+11:00

Out of sudden..
am searching for A-Teens songs..
especially the album - Teen Spirit

listening to those songs..
really bring me back to old days..
back to high school..
really miss those moments..

this song is one of my fav..
hope you all like it too..
C=

:+:cHapter 136:+: n.e.r.d.y

2009-11-24T17:02:00.003+11:00

let me become a NERD for few days..

then it is time to have fun..

=D

:+:cHapter 135:+: productive day

2009-11-23T12:51:00.003+11:00

Yesterday..
although was HOT like crazy..
41 or 42 degree Celsius
But
we managed to pack all our stuff and move to Hui Rong's place..
=D
**feeling proud**

thank goodness this year got 3 of us doing the packing and moving..
if only 2 of us...
in this kind of WEIRD weather..
really can pengsan terus...

after that, took a nap..
then was dinner time..
after dinner..
start on revision for finals with Chin Ling at Uni..
progressing..
=)

then came home at about 2am
Wyane went back to uni to continue
exam later at 145pm..
dunno how can he not to sleep from 2am till now..
o.0

then webcam with cousin sis till 4am..
=P
luckily u still online at that time..
at least someone to talk to..
thank you ah..
=D
can't wait to go home to go shopping with u ler..
and please don't spend all ur bonus yet k..
wait for me..

:+:cHapter 134:+: studying...

2009-11-22T22:42:00.002+11:00

With Chin Ling at Uni preparing for our final papers on Friday..
2 major papers..
no grade but those two will be marked satisfactory or the other way round unsatisfactory..

Hopefully everyone will pass
**pray pray**

Listening to Leona Lewis's new album..
like this song featuring OneRepublic

back to notes lu..
C=

:+:cHapter 133:+: =)

2009-11-22T02:20:00.003+11:00

那可怕的时间已经过了。。
不用烦
只希望能pass 就好了

2 down..

2 more to go..

can't wait for it to get over..

current plan:
28th Nov : N&D Graduation Ball
29th Nov - 19th Dec :
1) wait for results
2) spend most of the time in NC with bunch of great friends..=)
3) baking
4) cooking
5) shopping
6) packing
20th Dec : home sweet home..=D

till then..
pic will be up soon..
C=

:+:cHapter 132:+: 害怕

2009-11-16T11:09:00.000+11:00

非常非常
害怕
即将到来的时间

不想去想
但是

不可能。。
=（

:+:cHapter 131:+: songs

2009-11-12T17:57:00.006+11:00

These are some songs playing on my playlist over and over again at the moment..
hope you all like them too..
C=

听见星星叹息
用寂寞的语气
告诉不眠的云
是否放弃日夜追寻风的动静
心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息
我应该如何让你知道我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一场雨
是我暗示你我有多委屈

心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息

我应该如何让你知道我爱你

连星星都知道我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一场雨

是我暗示你我有多麽委屈
你还不懂雨永远不会停

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎么忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

:+:cHapter 130:+:

2009-11-11T01:34:00.003+11:00

TO AGNES LEONG YIE-HAN
(correct spelling or not ar?..=P..haha)
Well..
SeLamaT HaRi JaDi
HAppy HappY BiRthDay!!

Hope you have a blast one eh!
see u soon in Subang
shopping shopping..
=D

:+:cHapter 129:+:

2009-11-10T00:23:00.002+11:00

should be doing the assignment now..
but
the mood abit gone..

cannot cannot
must concentrate..
will continue after this post..
=P

woke up super early..
730am..
before the alarm..
0.o
might due to stressfulness
dunno..

then quickly prepared and went straight to Uni..
to return the book
and started reading an article followed by one more and another one..
-____________________-lll

tomorrow
same thing..
wake up early and off to uni..

training myself to only sleep 4 hours each day..
sounds stupid..but
wat to do..
paying the price of procrastinating..
=P

empat puluh hari lagi
counting down..
=D

:+:cHapter 128:+: =D

2009-11-09T00:01:00.006+11:00

想通了

应该

=D

happy happy happy
was on the phone with daddy mommy ah boy and fatty ken just now
mommy said they had ginger chicken for dinner..daddy cooked de oh..
daddy seldom cook de lo..
so when he prepare us a dish..
the dish is super yummy de..
=D
miss ur cooking la daddy..
can't wait to go home to see you all again..

-Miss Thong Oi Yin-

C=

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一个人就好 - 刘力扬
街挤满了欢笑
太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好

爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

心很平静地跳
只是寂寞潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉我一个人很好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

:+:cHapter 127:+: 回家

2009-11-07T22:01:00.002+11:00

决定返屋企
12月20号

愿一切顺顺利利
我就可以返屋企lu

返去考完英文试后
过完新年
陪陪屋企人
then去Melbourne申请PR。。
C=

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朋有告诉我
要去面对
而不是问为什么

所以我要懂得如何去面对
而不再去想了

过去就让他过去
这世界很大呢
还有很多很多的事情、人我还没遇到

所以
加油咯!!
=D

:+:cHapter 126:+: 烦

2009-11-05T21:20:00.004+11:00

好烦好烦哦

心真的很烦
很多事情要解决

学业
前途
感觉

烦
烦
烦

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唐爱燕很傻
=P
made a coffee..
without sugar..
and she drank it..
so what's next..
her reaction was >.<..
=D

BUT now she is enjoying her coffee...
cute..
gonna miss
傻傻的她

傻傻的她
尽然把咖啡当做酒
来麻醉自己
我们俩又坐回同一艘船。。。
但我才不拿咖啡来麻醉自己呢
=P
我宁愿睡个大觉
=D

:+:cHapter 125:+: hot

2009-11-04T00:46:00.006+11:00

tak tau apa cuaca ni kat Newcastle..
super hot la..
heard from Hui Rong is about 31degree Celsius today
0.o
then went to uni
another friend told me is 34 degree Celsius..
C-R-A-Z-Y

burning only..
like oven..
we are like roasted pig..
=P

decided to apply PR..
so dunno when am going back to home sweet home again..
missing home ler..
especially being away from home for few months now..
so tomorrow have to go to the language centre to find out about IETLS (English test)
=.=..sienness..

went for a movie just now with Aaron and Michelle..
no regret watching it..
we watched 'This Is It'
must watch..
was waiting for the song - 'Man in The Mirror'
the song came last at the very end of the movie
to end the movie..
satisfied..=D
MJ was a great performer..
he knew what he wants for his concert..
he knew every single thing from his songs..
he knew all his moves..

now..
have to back to my notes, textbooks, notes, and more notes...
revision..
revision..
revision..
=P

oh ya..
Mei Sin made this sushi..
unique sushi..
cake-like-sushi
or
sushi-like-cake
=D
thanks ah dear..
they tasted so different..
but..
yummy..
**thumbs up**

some random pictures..
to end this post..
nite nite ppl
=)

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:+:cHapter 124:+: =S

2009-10-31T10:51:00.003+11:00

有缘无分
=P

got back from morning walk..
went to the uni..
took some pictures..
came home..
now waiting Oi Yin to prepare breakfast..
while waiting..
i'm having TimTam..
=P
yum yum..

=S..failed to upload those pictures..
will try again later..
till then...

:+:cHapter 123:+: Thank You

2009-10-28T00:00:00.002+11:00

Chin Ling..
Thank you for calling me just now..
know that u tried to leave a comment for previous post..
but failed..
hehehe
but thanks dear..

need to have a long chat with u when u come back..
I'm kinda lost again..
but am lucky enough to have u to remind me again and again..

well
all the best for ur IPP ya..
don't stress..
remember what u've told me last time when I was back in Sydney and Port for my placement..
u asked me to calm down..
stay focus..
and u should be fine..
JIA YOU la..
hope to see u soon..

C=

:+:cHapter 122:+: 无能

2009-10-27T00:14:00.002+11:00

时间过得真快
两年这样又过去了
这两年
发生了很多事情
有愉快的
也有伤心的
有兴奋得
也有愤怒的
但也少不了烦恼

可是都已经成了过去

虽然功课越来越多
越来越难

但是人却慢慢地成长

而对你
感觉也从少
慢慢累积成多
然后慢慢的放手
但不容易
对你的感觉
也只能变成回忆吧
因为不能很出面的帮你
关心你
只能默默地支持。。。

:+:Chapter 121:+: dunno

2009-10-26T00:49:00.003+11:00

Unsure about many things..
Don't feel like facing them..
Sien...

很想放手
但不知道怎样
执着的我
越来越不知如何了

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
at uni..
doing my assignment..
not feeling really well..
sorethroat and a little bit headache..
hopefully will feel better soon..
=S

remember when I create this blog..
it was about starting a new life..
but it seems that I've been falling back into the same situation again and again..
really have to wait till next year for everything to end?
or it won't at all..
because I'm just too stubborn

:+:cHapter 120:+: =D

2009-10-18T00:38:00.002+11:00

Back in Newcastle..
=D

clinical placement
DONE..
muahahaha..
finally..

one more food service placement to go..
then study for exams...
then..
go home lu..
how desperate I hope so..
=P..

till then..

:+:cHapter 119:+: pray pray

2009-10-15T21:56:00.009+11:00

tomorrow..

last day of clinical placement..

final assessment..

pray that I will pass ler..

**pray pray**

dunno what feeling i'm having right now..

cannot sit still..

keep walking up and down..

doing this and that..

cannot settle down..

gosh..

calm..have to stay calm..
=S

alright..enough of that..
hehe..

I've been eyeing on this necklace for months already..

should I get it or not..

here or msia..

then this amber ring from Bottega Veneta

planning to wake up early tomorrow to see the sunrise

erm..

if only I can get myself out of the bed at 5am..

=P..

really want to see see

before I go back to Newcastle..

gonna miss this pretty place..

but I'm so want to go back now..

I want to finish it asap..

so no need to worry anymore..

till then..

:+:cHapter 118:+: Port

2009-10-09T06:39:00.008+11:00

The place I'm staying at Port..
one bedroom holiday apartment..
not too bad for a bargain price..
=D

-the bathroom-

-the living room-
-the bar + kitchen-

-the bedroom-

That's about it for now..

off to placement..

:+:cHapter 117:+: >.< ^.^ =S =D -____-

2009-10-08T22:09:00.005+11:00

busy busy busy

with placement
assignments

3 days ended just like that..
6 more days to go..

trying my best to catch up with everything
yesterday..
strange strange day..
when I feel so comfortable on educating people..
and the level of confidence suddenly boost up from no where..
3 new patients
but NONE of them came in..
wth
-___________-
supervisor told me..in her 7 years of working, she has never come across with such day..
=S
lucky not?
so after placement, walked around the place I'm staying to take some pictures..
=D
good weather though

today..
better than yesterday..
1 new, 3 review
quite challenging..
I don't think I've done a great job..
but supervisor said he was impressed by some questions and answers I gave to the clients..
well..still have to work more on questioning them..

windy windy night..

tomorrow..
no more outpatient clinic..
back to the hospital for inpatient..
hopefully can do more tomorrow..

tomorrow is also babi babe graduation ceremony..
congrats ya babe..
sorry for not able to attend..
and also be your photographer..=P
hope you have a great day..

these few days..
keep hearing sentences like
'I love ME chocolate'
'I love ME biscy'
'ME knee got no strength'
'I like ME yoghurt'
hehe..I do get funny patients..
but some quite cranky too..
well..everyday different people..
new stuff
new challenge
new knowledge

aiyaya..
internet sot sot dei again..
time to go
bed time..
C=

:+:cHapter 116:+: where are u

2009-10-06T22:59:00.001+11:00

信心啊信心
你在那里

我找不到你

=S

1 down
8 to go..

:+:cHapter 115:+: Port

2009-10-05T23:25:00.002+11:00

Hello..
from Port Macquarie..

reached here at about 7pm..
loving the place I'm staying..

but feeling scared at the same time..
=P
staying alone..
too quiet already..
without music or any sound..
I can only hear 'tick tock tick tock' from the clock..
=S

away from comfort zone again..
have to settle down asap
trying my very best..
=)

till then..

:+:cHapter 114:+: rindu

2009-10-05T02:06:00.003+11:00

rindu sangat laptop saya ler..
=(

going to Port soon..
haih..

2 weeks..
or..9days..

should be alright ba..

**pray pray**

:+:cHapter 113:+: good advice

2009-10-01T00:34:00.003+10:00

baked New York cheesecake today..
Hui Rong the cheesecake lover said is nice..
and she likes it..
mission accomplished..
haha
=D

big thanks to 2 of my close friends ler..
with their advise..
wake me up..
n I can think better now..
他说把一样得不到的事情抓得太紧，是不值得的，过分的专一也不算是什么
她说只要不把它看得太重，就不会影响什么

trying my very best lo ppl..

going down to Sydney tomorrow
to meet up with Oi Yin and her daddy..
and also her friend - Lisa..
met her once last year..

oh ya..Sydney/Canberra trip was good..
jap, taiwanese, thai foods
cakes from 85 degree celcius
flowers - tulip
long long drive
sleepy n tired
=D

time to sleep..
till then..

:+:cHapter 112:+:

2009-09-26T19:42:00.005+10:00

gao dim with first Food Service placement..
one week of break
then I'm off to Port Macquarie for my extension Clinical placement..
hopefully can do better this time.. and get all the competencies tick off..
=D
after that 2 weeks..
is another Food Service placement..
after that,
have to study for my finals lu..
stress stress stress

24 hours a day is seriously not enough..
=S

now rushing to finish up my assignment..
1200 words to go..
=P
I ffk the rest to the mooncake celebration thingy at OiYin's church..
=D
cannot ler..have to get my assignment done as much as possible
sorry ppl..

Tomorrow..to Sydney again..
for the Malaysia Fest
then Monday..
Canberra for Floriade..

some random pictures from Sydney..
miss home so much now..
fatty bro called just now..
they are having lotsa fun at Uncle Rico's place..
celebrating cousin-Ben birthday..

cousin Xin Xin back in Manchester I guess..
new semester..
all the best ya dear..
=)

back to assignment..
-___________-

:+:cHapter 111:+: finally..i hope..

2009-09-19T15:08:00.003+10:00

back in Newcastle..
went to this restaurant called 'Hooi's Kitchen'..
they served yummy Malaysian foods..
=D

one week placement ended just like that..
been eating alot in Sydney..
Jason brought me to eat ramen, Taiwanese food, Chat Thai for dessert n etc..
but din get to snap a shot of those foods..
=P

bad luck until now ah..
my laptop dead on me..
I dunno what to do now..
gotta bring it to 'doctor' tomorrow already la..
-____________-

overall..
I'm happy..
because I guess I can let it go now..
not 100%..
but slowly..
I'm sure the feeling will fade away..
=D

:+:cHapter 110:+:

2009-09-15T16:57:00.003+10:00

First of all,
Happy Belated Birthday to my Beloved cousin Xin Xin,
Jeannie
and Joshua Selvan..
Hope u all had a blast one yesterday!!
=D

then
Happy Birthday to Aaron..
hope you have a great n unforgettable celebration..
=)

to everyone,
Stay young, stay healthy, stay leng lui and stay lengchai la ha..
hehe..=D

well now, talk about my 'interesting' placement..
-_______________-
yesterday, first day of placement,
i bought wrong train ticket,
din bring jacket, was extremely windy in Sydney,
walked until both feet can patah..
=.=

today..more extreme
super duper adventure la
initially was supposed to catch a train at 330AM..
because we are going to Gosford Hospital for our placement..have to reach there before 6AM..
so I walked to the train station only encountered that it was closed..
website bluff people de..
din update de...
WTH..
so I had to catch bus to the place where I was supposed to meet up with my groupmates (one of them driving up to Gosford)
I dunno where to stop so the bus driver was nice enough to let me know when I should get down
BUT THEN...
he missed the stop..he totally forgot about it..
-___________________________________________________________________________________-lll
so he stopped me at Chatswood..
I was alone at the bus stop
at 4 in the morning..
sobsob..so unlucky ah lately..
so quiet and dark the street..
luckily besides the bus stop there is a 7-11..
cleaners also started to sweep the street..
but still..
can die lo..
stupid bus driver..

big big thanks to Mommy ler..
keep me company until my groupmate came to pick me up..
u must be super sleepy at that time ba..
sorry ah..

and also big thanks to HuiRong and Oi Yin for being a good listener..
sorry ah babi babe..woke u up at 3AM..
=P..at least got someone to talk to..not so scared..

reached Gosford Hospital..
stood more than 6 hours..
-_______________-
now my legs super sore..
dun feel like walking at all..
just want to sit down..

bad luck two days in a row..
hopefully tomorrow is a better day for me..
**pray pray**

当我需要你时
你永远都不在
很想听到你的声音
很想把全部事情告诉你
但知道是不可能的
所以今天过后
我不再去想了
也不会弄自己辛苦

:+:cHapter 109:+: 失败

2009-09-11T23:25:00.003+10:00

生气也生气过了
失望也失望过了
流泪也流泪过了
为什么还可以当没发生过
保持在同样的位置
同样的感觉
-____________-lll
失败。。。

:+:cHapter 108:+:

2009-09-09T21:49:00.000+10:00

很辛苦
很想立刻回家

:+:cHapter 107:+: 矛盾

2009-09-08T22:01:00.005+10:00

took some pictures again just now..
heard from Oi Yin our housemate plant strawberry and chili seeds near the place where I stood to take few shot of the flower..
hope din step on the soil
=S

went out for dinner with Oi Yin, Aaron and Hui Rong..
finally get to eat the sticky date pudding..
and also iced chocolate..
satisfied already..
=D
must bring camera along next time..

有些事情
不能一天两天就忘记
就放下

有些事情
可能某些人不觉得重要
但对你却很要紧

有些事情
你已经做了决定
但却迟迟不能进行

人，就是这样
不能确确实实的做好一件事
当你的确要办好一件事时
却有很多阻碍

烦

:+:cHapter 106:+:

2009-09-08T01:40:00.004+10:00

finally..
can relax abit for now..
one assignment done..
but have to continue with another one soon..
tomorrow..
-___________-

i miss those days back home..
=S

nothing to talk about eh..
show u all some pic la then..
super random de..
=D

-taken by yours truly..still newbie in photography..=)-

-by Wei Ming-

That's about it for now..

till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 105:+: 不知道

2009-09-07T01:29:00.003+10:00

想一想
应该是麻木了吧

不会有很大的反应
也不会再流泪

很奇怪
也不知道该怎么去处理了

还是大睡一场最好
过了今天应该可以松一口气了

:+:cHapter 104:+: 烦

2009-09-01T23:32:00.001+10:00

study mood leh?..
where?..
concentrate concentrate..
=S

:+:cHapter 103:+: campur-campur

2009-08-30T10:53:00.014+10:00

Friday the 28th was Merdeka Night..
after that..went to Brewery..
was really tired..
sick of traveling..
8 hours on the plane..
and another 6 hours from Sydney to Newcastle..
too many passengers to be drop-off on that day
and there was accident on the day before at freeway..
well, the police kinda doing some investigations..
so super jam..and the car won't move at all..
-_______________________-

nothing much to say about that night..
overall..it was great..
=)

time flies..
before I can even think about what to do next
it was time for me to say goodbye to u all..
missing u all badly..
wish could stay longer..=(

:+:cHapter 102:+: wishes

2009-08-23T04:06:00.004+10:00

To Babi Babe aka 唐爱燕
HapPy BirthDay..
C=
hope you had fun just now..
may luck be with u alwiz..
xoxo!

currently listening to Khalil Fong, 方大同's song..红豆
originally from Faye Wong..
but this version of his also nice..

:+:cHapter 101:+: thank you

2009-08-21T17:33:00.003+10:00

Went out with dear Su yesterday..
hope she is feeling better today..
really had lots of fun although only a 3hours meet up..
went to Dragon-i for dinner..
chit chat
then walked around Sunway Pyramid..
more chatting..
=D
after that went for dessert at SS15..
we randomly picked a place since both of us are not familiar with SS15..
not bad afterall..
and of course..chat chat chat..
gonna miss her so so much..
=D

Daddy..
Thank you for being such a great dad..
I love u very very much
already missing you
bet I will miss you more later
I don't feel like going back there
=(

:+:cHapter 100:+: =D

2009-08-20T02:19:00.002+10:00

aiyoh..
100th entry d eh..
=)

trying my very best to concentrate on reading articles..
but can see that I'm not doing a great job here..
been clicking here and there..
searching this and that..
=P

well..watching the latest HK drama now..
D.I.E Again..
very nice oh..
=D
so so funny..
dunno how to watch when I go back to Newcastle later..
-_____________-

meeting up with dear Suleen tomorrow..
can't wait..

and also..

Happy happY Birthday to cousin sis Mei Chi..
=)

知道该怎么做了
时间应该可以冲淡一切的
加油！

:+:cHapter 99:+: random..

2009-08-18T04:40:00.006+10:00

Happy BirthDay to my dear babe, Suleen Lew Ling Mun

=D
Stay gorgeous, happy, and healthy..
have a great dinner with ur family..
see you soon!!

currently this song is playing over and over again in my lappie..=)

was really enjoying myself last week..
shopping..from Midvalley to S.Pyramid to 1Utama to Bangsar..killing both cousin n my feet
late night supper with fam and cousins..daddy was quite drunk one day and kinda force cousin XinXin to eat 2 chicken drumsticks..hahaha..bet u'll never forget that for quite some time now..2 chicken drumsticks at midnight eh..=D
sing K..badminton..jap buffet..
laughed at our silly jokes..
crazy acts..
watched drama together gether
lots of laughter..
missing u guys already..

-with cousin Ken and Xin Xin--with ah bi- -daddy..(still munching my yummy jap foods in my mouth..=D)-

-mommy--fatty bro..gain more weight when I'm home..haha..sorry ah..keep fit when I go back Aus la ha..=D--cousin Alice-

not feeling sleepy..

not feeling tired..
thinking about this
thinking about that..
not sure what am I looking for..
not sure whether is appropriate..
not sure about many things..
do I really want it this way?
or am I trying to convince myself..
or am I lying to myself..

觉得自己很愚蠢
很想很想不要这样
但已是个习惯了

:+:cHapter 98:+: ...

2009-08-14T05:18:00.004+10:00

Is already 3 in the morning..
but not sleepy..
o.0

only done practice quiz for chapter 1 so far
which we are supposed to do chapter 4 by now..
=S

16 articles due soon..
not even one I've read..
I am really putting myself into trouble..

Well, is really difficult to study at night when u were out whole day..
but I'm enjoying the time spent with fam and cousins..

celebrated cousin Ken's bday, jap buffet, shopping at Midvalley, 1U and pyramid..
late night chatting with cousin sis..
mamak, kopitiam, nasi lemak, teh ais..
even tasted home-cooked curry chicken prepared by daddy..
a super chocolate-y dessert made by bro..
can tick off those things on the to-do-list already lu..
=D

13 days left..
I'm flying off to Aussieland again..
=(

Gosh..
15 minutes to 4am..

怪怪的感觉又回来了。。。

:+:cHapter 97:+: another day

2009-08-07T17:29:00.006+10:00

being the lazy me..

staying at home today..

supposed to go out to get some stuff..

but just don't have the mood..

supposed to go pick up bro from school..

but mommy went to do so instead..

well, I'm waiting cousin XinXin to come tomorrow..

can't wait to see her again..

the night before I came home, we had dinner right..

here are some of the pictures..

all recipes from Aaron..

-lemon chicken with potato and rosemary-

-erm..this one oh..chicken stuffed with ham and cheese i guess then wrapped with bacon..=)-

-vege dish contain carrot, zucchini, potato, tomato, onion with spices such as paprika and cumin-

daddy mommy n bro picked me up from the airport..
went home to put down my stuff then off to supper..
came home..then a small small surprise from daddy..
he bought me egg tarts!!
=D
thank you daddy..
till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 96:+: home!! =D

2009-08-06T13:47:00.006+10:00

I'm back in Subang..

2nd day home..

going to popo's house later..

been eating and lazing around at home..

feeling great..

BUT..

read thru my course outline for the elective I'm taking this sem..

Special Topics..

I have 30 articles to read..

have to read 16 articles before 28th Aug..and write summary for each..

o__________0

pengsan terus..

I have quiz for psychology tomorrow as well..

I haven't start to read Chapter 2 yet..

and I tried the practice quiz for Chap1..

I only got 3/10..

-_____________-

sei jor lo this time..

will write up more later..

time to go already lu..

till then..

things can be unpredictable..

just hope everything will be fine for everyone..

**pray pray**

:+:cHapter 95:+: =D

2009-08-04T12:04:00.003+10:00

at the airport now..
flight at 2pm..
=)
time flies...
can't believe I'm going home now..
and seeing daddy mommy n boy in few more hours..

3 weeks getaway from the stressful lifestyle..
must make good use of it..

feeling rather tired now..
slept at 230 woke up at 530..
3 hours only..
o_0
nvm la..

had dinner with aaron, chin ling and wyane yesterday..
will post up the pic later..still in my camera..

although going home now..
but will also miss the life here ler..
not the placement life...
but those moments spent with whole bunch of great friends..

till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 94:+: decision

2009-07-29T00:37:00.003+10:00

I'm proud of myself..
haha..
=D
cuz I listened to one pharmacology lectopia just now..
=P
lectopia is some recorded lecture that lecturer posted online..
since this course is distance/online learning..
so we no need to attend any lecture at the uni
but download lecture slides and listen to recording..

we had something like this last year too..
but the lazy me din listen to any of them..
very sleepy de leh..
listen to someone talking n talking..
and look at the slides..
do this all by myself in front of the computer screen wor
even in class..with real person standing in front of me..
I also can fall asleep..
this one..no need to say more ler..
like hypnotism
>_____<
however, there is still one more lecture to go..
which I'm planning to listen tomorrow..
erm..
hopefully I will..

have to make decision again..
at first my IPP placement changed from children hospital to some Aboriginal health program..
now they suggested another program..is healthy kids canteen..
in Sydney..but no accommodation..
=S
I always wanted to do some project related to kid's health
can stay at my supervisor's place..but don't feel like trouble her ler
so how ler?
should I still go with it?
or is a sign to ask me to drop this and choose another elective?
another one is all about reading articles on overnutrition and eating disorders
headache headache..
dunno what to do now..
which one should I go for?

:+:cHapter 93:+: =D

2009-07-28T00:23:00.006+10:00

HAPPY!!
chatting with cousin XinXin now on MSN..
seeing her on the 8th..
she'll b staying at our place for a week..
then will follow her back to JB..
=)
yay..can't wait to see them lo..
**counting counting**
one more week to go

called dear Su just now..
she will be coming back to KL during weekends..
and Ag has a week of break..
=D

then something hilarious still on my mind
goodness gracious..
last year we ma joined the uni bball competition..
this year they're planning to join again..
last year they used 'milkshake' as the team name..
but now they thinking of changing the name..
so was chatting with Aaron just now
he and another friend - Andrew came out with a range of name

from milkshake

to kiwi (Aaron's idea)
why?
because tiny but mighty (full of essential nutrients)
okie~~~~~

to rambutan (Andrew's idea)
why?
because kiwi sounded more like New Zealand
so rambutan more Malaysia wor

to Khatulistiwa (dunno who think of this)
why?
this one i tak tau..din ask..=S

to Hungry Jack's (Andrew's idea I guess)
why?
because the guys always go there
-_____-
then one with the name of 'tender crisp', another one is 'stunner deal'
**speechless**

wanted to sound more Malaysian
but travel from dunno where to NZ to M'sia..
and back to Aus..
XD

guys memang can crap de lo
-____________________-lll
but funny at the same time..
=D

:+:cHapter 92:+: 痛

2009-07-27T11:28:00.005+10:00

woke up and feeling rather tired..
why?..
whole body like aching only ler..
especially my butt ler...
=S

guess long time din walk uphill n downhill already ba..
辛苦辛苦
屁股好痛啊!!

walked to the supermarket to meet up with Chin Ling yesterday to do some food survey thingy..
cuz gonna rain soon..
so have to walk quicker than usual lo..
who knows..
now like tat..
=P
have to do some exercise when go home
morning walk with mommy
and more walking or see what bro up to after he come home from school
=D
**hopefully can do so la..hehe**

spent 3 hours doing the survey thingy
-__________-
so tiring after that..
even Chin Ling fell asleep at our place..

had dinner with frens..
this time Wyane joined us..
can see his face in 2 colour tones now..
very fair around his eyes..very dark on his cheeks..
haha..

after dinner, went for a movie..
watched 'The Hangover'..
plan to go uni later
to print out lecture notes for pharmacology
and also buy textbooks for psychology
kinda look forward for both subjects..
=D

:+:cHapter 91:+: ...

2009-07-24T19:37:00.008+10:00

when got placement..
always look forward for weekends..
now got no placement..
dunno what to look forward to..
=S

sleep and eat only..
woke up..had breakfast with OY..
then do some washing..
read story book (finished reading d now..=(..)
eat..
sleep..
eat..
sleep..

but luckily..
still get to have dinner with friends..and also went out walk walk abit de..
=D

meisin came to Port to pick me up on the last day of placement..
thank you ler babe..
then we had dinner at this place called 'Grind' with Pin Sze and Chin Ling..
then went down to Sydney with Aaron and Wyane to meet up with Oi Yin..
and Aaron has a new look..
=D
we also had dinner the other night at our place..
Mei Sin, Chin Ling and Aaron joined us..
Wyane went down to Sydney already with his HK friends..
and he is away now as well..
he off for ski-ing with HK friends..

-mee goreng-

-for teh tarik de..yumyum-

now super full ah..
had seafood tom yum noodle for dinner just now..
and also had black sesame glutinous rice balls with red bean soup..
=D
satisfied ler..
hahaha

ok lo..
time to watch some drama with Oi Yin..
hehe..
till then..
C=

:+:cHapter 90:+: In Newie

2009-07-21T12:32:00.002+10:00

Back in Newie for few days already..
nothing to do back here..
but the feeling is way better compared to when I was in Port..
=D

because back to familiar environment
and also get to see my friends..
hehe

now planning what to do next..
shopping?
definitely..
revision?
have to do so..=S
dinner with frens?
absolutely on the list..
=)

time to ciao..
update later..
C=

:+:cHapter 89:+: s.l.e.e.p.y

2009-07-16T14:04:00.006+10:00

ya..very SLEEPY ah..

we are still in the hospital..
see all our patients this morning
no new referral..
so we are both sitting in the office doing our case study..
waiting to debrief with our supervisor..
**yawn**

wanna go back to sleep..
planning to catch a movie later..
=)

last week..funny Aggie told me about her dream..
dream..I guess is more like a nightmare ba..
rite Ag?..
hahaha..
plush toy + MJ??!!
u too hungry at night already eh?..
=D

hehehe...

back to case study..
can't wait to see MeiSin n ChinLing tomorrow..
=D

:+:cHapter 88:+: =)

2009-07-15T21:41:00.003+10:00

done with presentation..
now only left with case study..

2 more days..
then I'm going back to Newcastle..

going back on Friday..
=)
happy happy..

then will plan what to do during the break..
don't want to think about this placement first..
seriously need a break..
to clear my mind..
and come back with a new and better perspective..I hope..
C=

lately, everyone seems falling sick..
6 out of 7 supervisors are sick now..
my coursemate got cold..
then friends back in Newie also sick..
about 3 or 4 of them..
0__o
blame the weather..
hope everyone will recuperate soon..

:+: cHapter 87:+: 50-50

2009-07-13T22:19:00.003+10:00

Now really 50-50
everything not confirm yet..

had a chat with supervisor just now..
apparently our uni placement coordinator admitted to hospital and really sick..
hope she will get well soon..

supervisor told me that a dietitian from Tamworth will assess me on Thursday..
then the 2 weeks extension is not after this week..
but it is some time after August..
not sure when it is gonna be yet..

have to work on case study already..
presentation on Wed..
then is time to pack my stuff and go back to Newcastle lu..
=)

:+:cHapter 86:+:

2009-07-12T22:27:00.006+10:00

Monday again
=S
think about it also feel tired er
hehe..
aiyo..no matter how
still have to face it..
so go with the flow..
=D

currently..listening to 许茹芸 new album 爱.旅行.一公里 **click click**
quite nice her songs..
=)

ok ler..just wanna waste some of my times..
should do something more useful..
=P
till then..

:+:cHapter 85:+: C= or =)

2009-07-09T23:08:00.003+10:00

sleepy~~~

just woke up..
came back from dinner and fell asleep while reading a book..
=S

really cold here in Port these few days..
rain rain rain..
heard there was hail in the afternoon..
but din get to see
cuz was doing the cardiac rehab talk that time..
the presentation went pretty good..
but I should spend more time in preparation
and familiarize with the slides..

erm..
don't know I'm lucky or not lucky at this time..
need an extension for my current placement..
another informal assessment today..
supervisor said I've shown them 'big' improvement from last week..
which is good..
got most competencies tick off
however still left 3 of them which need more work..
is all about counseling and education..major part..
they think I might not be able to show them that I'm competent enough in a week..
but assume I would be able to do so if the uni granted me an extra week..
therefore, now waiting for uni to get back to supervisor..
either a week or repeat again next year..
=S

talked to MeiSin just now..
felt more relieved..
apparently would be able to get an extra week if the placement site request for that..
so..hopefully is a 'yes' from uni ler..

y la..
this time like so many barriers..
3 weeks gone just like that..
followed different supervisors..
went to different places for outpatient clinics and inpatient..
this week only start to settle down..
which is good..cuz I spend whole week in hospital..
but this week is ending soon lu
one more day to go..
then going back to Newie for the weekend..

now pray that I have another week ler..
so that can pass this placement..
**pray pray**
want to graduate ah..

still feeling full from the dinner..
getting the reflux feeling..
=P
but it was a nice dinner..
grilled snapper with salad..
then had hot choco and cakes for dessert..
no pic this time..
lazy..
or too hungry..
=D

mixed feelings..
sad..happy..
nervous..
i guess depressed too..just dunno how to express now

:+:cHapter 84:+: 不明白

2009-07-08T22:39:00.004+10:00

那个烦的心情又回来了

我不知道自己想要什么
还想要要求什么

应该是累坏了吧

到底会怎样呢？

烦恼中。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。

:+:cHapter 83:+: relieve

2009-07-07T20:56:00.004+10:00

Freaking cold!!

It is freezing these few days..
raining today somemore..

gonna rain until next week I guess..
=S

today, get to do one new patient (took diet history and gave education)
supervisor got puji a bit..at least..=D
but still need more practice..she said she won't expect much from a student..
hopefully..
=)
but I'm not that satisfied with it..cuz still need supervisor to remind me during the whole interviewing process..
well..need to improve..
C=

tomorrow..another day to go..
few reviews..
and one new so far..
busy busy day..

presentation on Thursday..
kinda look forward yet afraid that I'm not going to do well..
**pray pray**

just a quick update..
back to notes..
tata!!
=)

:+: cHapter 82:+: week 4

2009-07-06T00:51:00.004+10:00

was counting how many day I've been at this place..
22 days already..time flies..
This week is week 4 of this placement or week 9 of clinical placement..
hopefully can get it done by next week
**pray pray**
can feel the pressure now..
couldn't sleep at all..
=S

Thought of having brekkie again at 'The Corner'
been craving for their banana bread these few days..
unfortunately, they only served breakfast till 11am..
so we have to go to another place..

by the time we found a cafe that we like..
it was 'brunch' for us..
not breakfast d..
=)
ordered this corn n herbs fritters topped with smoked salmon for myself..n iced chocolate..
Rachael had crepes with cappuccino..
quite bland and little pricey..
will not go back there again I reckon..
=P

came home, made scones for the first time..
not that bad..
recipe from Master Chef Australia..
then Rachael off to meet up with her parents and relatives..
they are here for few days..

while me..
took nap..
had dinner..
watch TV..
till then..
C=

:+: cHapter 81:+: kali pertama

2009-07-04T22:00:00.006+10:00

Saturday..
yay!!
love my Saturdays during placement..
because can rest and no need to stress about it..at least for now..
=)

Went for whale watching with Rachael this morning..first time..
the tour took approximately 1.5 hours..
not too bad..
get to see the humpback whales..
apparently they migrate past Port from May to November..
interesting..

din get to see their face though..
only their back and tail..
=D

after that..had our lunch (fish n chips) near the shore..
under the bright sun..
on the green green grass..
accompanied by breezy winds..
and birds..
C=
That's about it for now..
=)

really hope can complete this placement in 2 weeks..
and not staying for another 2 weeks or so..
**pray pray**

:+: cHapter 80;+: mentally tired

2009-07-03T00:09:00.003+10:00

not good..
this placement is really killing me slowly..
=S

assessment went terribly just now..
might need extension
I don't want to stay another week or two..

but on the bright side,
having extension is better than nothing
or fail..

confidence really no longer exist after the assessment..
even now..
thinking whether am I capable or able to make it or not?
=C

:+: cHapter 79:+: -____-

2009-07-01T07:36:00.005+10:00

**speechless**

was planning to wake up at 530am..
but..
too cold and feel so comfy under blanket..
the lazy me went back to sleep
=S

next thing i know is already 7am..
planned to read some information on oncology..
now..have to prepare to go to cancer institute..
although it is just besides the main hospital..
but not sure got time to follow up da fussy but very talkative patient
and the complicated case one..

hopefully able to do so..
till then..
=D
:+:+:+:+:+:edit:+:+:+:+:+:
Sunny day in Port today..
get to do more things today in the cancer institute..
finished at 330..
so had a walk with Rachael along the beach..
=)
then watched Spore drama till now..
time to do the case study so I know what Q to ask Jenni tomorrow..expertise in diabetes

got back our results for Sport Nutrition..
finally a D for this sem..
=D
long time din see the 'D' already..
=P

time to ciao..
sleepy..
but have to stay up late to do some work ler..
wake-up-early-in-da-morning plan isn't working for me anymore..
-________-

:+: cHapter 78:+: yummy dinner

2009-06-30T21:31:00.008+10:00

Well..woke up early today..
because coursemate said wanna get to TAFE before our 9am tutorial starts..
however, she lazy to get herself out of the bed..
and we reached there at 9..
supervisor couldn't make it and came 30minutes later..
so..no point waking up so early..
sleepy n tired whole day..

we have this complicated case on ward..which I wish I could continue to monitor his progress
but couldn't follow up with the patient since I'm not having my placement in the hospital this week..
**sad**

had lunch under the sun again with our supervisor..
having headache now..
but dinner just now was so great till I don't feel the pain until now..
=P

we went to this place called 'The Corner'
we had our breakfast there before..
they make good breakfast..
and now..they offer yummy-licious dinner too..
we had this special beef..one cooked with red wine and another is slow braised one..
they were so delicious..they melt once you put them in your mouth..
they really do..
we also had lamb shank with date stuffed with walnut and creamy potato..
quite salty but if eat with the date..it taste sweet + savoury..so is all good..

after that, we had warm chocolate fondant with bean ice-cream and orangy-taste of sauce as dessert..
thumbs up for the dessert..
=D
both of us feel so full now..
tomorrow..salad day..
=)
I had da egg benedict (still prefer the one in Newie), she had this buttermilk pancakes and we had the banana bread to share..=D
chatting with bro now..
he asked whether I can go back next Friday or not..
I thought anything important..
but nope..
he simply asked because he wants me to be his school prom's date..
-________________________________________-lllll
ah boy ah..jie so old d..
=S
go find pretty pretty girl in your class to go with u la..
=D

have to do some reading again before sleep..
tomorrow will be with oncology dietitian..
pray pray it would be ok..
C=

:+: cHapter 77:+: another stressful week

2009-06-28T23:23:00.004+10:00

Another stressful week ahead waiting for me..
=S
hopefully it will goes smoothly this time..
**pray pray**

Chin Ling and Wee Wei are having their placement at this place called Nambucca..
1hr++ drive from Port..
so tumpang their car..
was nice chatting all the way to Port with them..
then we walked to cafe to grab drinks..coffee for both of them..hot choco for me..
took some pic somewhere near where I'm staying now..
Time to arrange some notes before go to bed..
slept for few hours since just now..
then had my dinner+supper at 10ish or 11..
so still haven't really digest yet
cannot sleep 1st ler..
-________-

:+:cHapter 76:+: moviesss

2009-06-28T01:31:00.005+10:00

back in Newie..
but..very tired and sleepy ah..
took the morning train..
reached NC at about 2-ish..
then rested for like half an hour..
and off to Glendale..

first time in my life..
movie marathon..
watched 3 movies in a row..
watched 'The Proposal' first..followed by 'Year One' then 'Transformers'

Ryan Reynolds is so handsome..
and now I remember watching which movie cast by Megan Fox
not Mean Girls but is Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

some pic from Port..
took these pictures on 1st day of placement..
drive around the place with coursemate and saw this beautiful rainbow..
Port is pretty if not raining..
=)
after that, decided to have dinner at the Town Centre
where you can find shops and cafes..
C=

going back to Port tomorrow..
3 more weeks to go..
hopefully coming week would get to see more patients on wards
and also show improvement at outpatient clinics..

That's about it for now..
time to sleep lu..
=)

:+:cHapter 75:+: stress

2009-06-25T22:43:00.002+10:00

finally bought the mobile broadband thingy..
at least can online now..
=D

many things happened this week..
everything seem like not going smoothly like tat..
place for IPP got changed..from Westmead to Taree..
from project on Paed to project on Aboriginal..
always look forward to do something about paediatrics this year..
but now..
no hope though..

=C
dunno ler..
upset when think about it..
leave it for now 1st..
concentrate on my clinical placement..

will be going back to Newcastle this weekend..
=)

till then

:+:cHapter 74:+: greetings from Port

2009-06-18T16:09:00.002+10:00

reached Port Macquarie on Sunday..
no internet connection at the place we're staying..
weather was really good on day 1 n 2..
but it started raining cats and dogs yesterday..
=S

I'm at the TAFE campus now using their computer..
at least get to check on something and reply emails..

going back to the unit soon..
glad we ended our day early today..at 3pm..
=D
saw Lesley too just now..our lecturer..
she came here to give training to our supervisors..
hopefully they will be nice to us when assessing our competencies forms
**pray pray**
till then
C=

:+:cHapter 73:+: leaving

2009-06-14T00:04:00.004+10:00

soon..
I'll be going to Port Macquarie..
for 5 weeks clinical placement..

catching a train at 155pm 2moro..
will be reaching at about 7pm..
luckily some people from the accommodation will pick me up from the terminal..
**phew**

cousin XinXin going back to Malaysia today I guess..
have a safe journey dear..
=)

okie lo..have to back to packing d..
lazy to pack..
=S

要离开熟悉的环境
有一种讲不出的感觉
又要适应新的地方
新的面孔
真的有点怕

:+:+:+:+:edited:+:+:+:+:

leaving in about an hour time..
feeling rather awkward now..
although there is someone picking me up from the bus terminal later..
but I'm still feeling afraid..
what's on my mind now is all sort of question
how that place gonna be like?
is the place I'm staying good or bad?
who is my supervisor?
the environment of my placement site?
the people over there? friendly?..not?
sei jor..
???
=(

:+:cHapter 72:+: going soon

2009-06-12T17:45:00.013+10:00

Hari Keempat
Went to station to pick up cousin..
then headed to Goldberg's for dinner..
together with Chin Ling and Aaron..
Oi Yin had bible studies that evening, so she didn't join us..

-saya suka sangat gambar ni C:-

Hari Kelima
Last day cousin in NSW..
breakfast at The Depot in the morning..
then brought her walk walk our uni..
after that to Newcastle city..
went to Goldberg's once again for sticky date pudding and iced choco n iced coffee before cousin flying back to Melbourne..
=D
then, Mei Chi n Chin Ling became my model that day
saw this bench..so asked them to pose pose a bit..
some of the pic..=D
that's about the trip..
Everyone gonna start their placement on Monday..
All the best ya..
C=
till then..

:+:cHapter 71:+: 加油

2009-06-08T19:44:00.011+10:00

不管大家在
忙着什么
或想着什么
或想要什么
都要加油不要放弃
希望幸运星星永远照着陪伴着大家
C=

Day 3
visited 'Three Sisters'..
took a ride on SkyWay..
went to Fish Market for lunch
back to NC to catch a movie with friends..
while cousin sis stayed another night in Sydney..
C=