chapter 27

I miss mommy so badly..

sms with her almost everyday now..
cannot skype with her because no internet connection here..

mommy is so cute, she asked whether I want her to call me since she wants to hear my voice and I want to hear hers..
haha..(like couple eh..=D)
cuz I think is expensive to call HP to HP..
of course she doesn't mind calling her girl..

miss u la mommy..
hope I can go back during the one month break..

heard from mommy
daddy came back early today but went out to work again..
he seems busy lately
what I want him to do is rest more..

miss u also daddy..
and I only spoke to you once or twice since I'm back in Aussieland..

missing u all badly!!
=(

chapter 26

hello peeps!

my life now is all about placement..
'working' from 8am to 430 or 445pm, Monday to Friday..
walk alot..especially up and down the stairs; in and out the rooms..

do lots of reading, medical notes reading..
more n more medical abbreviation and terminology pop-out from nowhere..
=S

what I've encountered from these few days --> is not an easy task to talk to older people..
I practically have to shout whenever I talk to them..
cannot blame them also..they are not in a good condition..and feeling rather sick..
therefore have to speak louder so they could hear me and not make them frustrated..
=D

went back to NC last weekend..
is really great to spend some precious time with friends again after the long long holiday..
moved some of my stuff to the new place..
a big thanks to MeiSin and Cecelia for helping me..
and out of my expectation, friends from biotech, Michelle and Sim are staying at the same house..
they were signing contract with the landlord when I moved my thingy back to the house..
=D
at least staying with someone we know..which is a good thing..

gonna observe a paediatric group tomorrow..hopefully it is interesting..
and will shadow diet tech on Thursday..
more interviewing, taking diet history, and reading medical notes this week..

back to reading
then is time to sleep..
=)

chapter 25

hello..

I'm in Penrith now..
staying at the nurses quarters at the Nepean hospital compound..

so, 2 min walk from the place I'm staying to the dietetic office in the hospital..
=D

update more later..
now using the mobile broadband..only 2GB usage a month..

till then peeps!
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chapter 24

rain rain rain..
whole day rain rain rain..
u say la..
sien or not..
**sigh**

Going to my placement site tomorrow in the morning..
taking train there..
hopefully will get there as soon as possible
and settle down quickly..

although I'm looking forward to the placement..
on the other hand, I'm not..
I dunno is there internet connection in the nursing quarters..
I dunno is my facilitator a strict one or a lenient one..
I dunno who m I gonna work with..
I dunno whether I can do it or not..
I just dunno a single thing now..
I only know I'm gonna be at this place called Penrith for 5 weeks..
a place where only less than an hour drive from Sydney..
a place near to Blue Mountain, a tourist attraction..

I'm hoping everything is gonna be okay..
**pray pray**

Enough of placement-talking..
now back to the pictures we took during CNY..
nothing special..just some pictures from the 9th day of CNY..'bai tin gong'

-on our way to popo's house, was raining that day-

-ah boy oh ah boy..hehe-

-always 'ganjiong' （key up) to drive in Cheras..-_-"-

-some pray pray stuff-

- bro and daddy eating 'siu yuk'..yum yum.=D-

-firecrackers-

want to take nap..=)

oh ya..before I go..

Happy Valentine's Day!!
If celebrating, hope u have a special and unforgettable celebration with your love one..
If not celebrating, never mind la..your Mr. Right and Miss Right will soon come..

cheers!

我终于可以彻彻底底的放下了
=D
am happy girl again..

chapter 23

Finally..
Two days workshop ended..
=D
can start packing for my first clinical placement already..

quite frustrated with all the pack and unpack..
was doing this not long ago back home..
now I have to do the same thing again..
%&*#@!
later gonna do the same thing again when we move to our new room..
o.0

However, am looking forward for my placement..
2moro must remember to call the staff accommodation..to check on something..
**remember remember remember**
I'm learning to write things down in the planner
and will make it as my first-thing-to-read everyday..

well about today workshop..
I'm actually looking forward for my community placement..
quite interesting working with recipes, educate people on different discussion topics such as food safety, malnutrition, AGHE, etc..
3 of us in a group, and we are going to this place at Shortland..we will take turn to become facilitator for this program known as Cooking For 1 or 2..

but for now, I have to read up notes for clinical..
not easy though..
got senior failed clinical placement, and some nearly failed to complete the competencies form..
=S

currently these songs are in my music player which I will play them again and again..

KenT - 一个人写歌

Yi Ge Ren Xie Ge 一个人写歌 (FULL CD Version) - KenT

KenT - 优魂娜娜

You Hun Na Na 优魂娜娜 (FULL CD Version) - KenT

梁静茹 & 曹格 - PK (check out their MV..C;)

PK (FULL CD Version) - Fish (Leong) Liang Jing Ru

okie la..
back to packing lu
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chapter 22

Dunno what is this feeling I'm having right now..

Stress + nostalgia + restless + sick = ???

=(

Today session 1 workshop for 'Cooking for 1 or 2' just so-so I would said..
quite sleepy during the whole workshop..
yawn yawn yawn only..not enough sleep ah..2 hours mana cukup leh..
was raining while walking to the uni..
feel great able to catch up with others..

went to bookstore to get some course manual thingy..
finally got the dietitian's pocket book..and it is not cheap for such small book..

one of our course mate started her clinical placement already..
she said we have to remember medications because some of them will cause constipation and other side effects..
o.0..
and medical dictionary is compulsory..
she already seeing patients on the very first week of placement..
=S
scary..

Have this 10 minutes presentation tomorrow during the session 2 workshop..
but thank goodness..scripted in the student training manual..
just have to present it accordingly will be enough..
=D

This year is gonna be a hectic year..
have many things to do and prepare..
heard from a friend of mine..
one senior failed her placement and another senior failed her test..
=S
shocking..
must really put effort and work hard this time lo..
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I want to eat

-ang ku kuih-

dunno why out of sudden feel like eating this leh..
maybe I din eat that day ba..
regret!!
now want to eat also cannot already..
=(
besides this I also feel like drinking home-cook soups..

ok la..guess that's about it..
back to my presentation and manual..
bye bye!!

chapter 21

Is raining here!!
yay!!
not so hot afterall..

Missing home badly..
feeling a little bit hungry right now..
but dun feel like eating anything from here..
if back home, will definitely ask bro accompany me to have supper..
miss u la boy..=(

Have to prepare for tomorrow workshop 'Cooking for 1 or 2'..

but before I ciao, some pic took during dinner with Ili and Aggie

-Aggie and Ili-

-my makanan..=D-

-Aggie's Fajitas-

-Ili's spaghetti-

-us-

bye bye for now..
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[edit]

Is 2.07am here..
and I'm awake..
I tried to close my eyes, keep my mind away from thinking..
but not working at all..

so I am wondering..
last night I was able to sleep at 9 and woke up only 12 today..
it was because the medicine I took before I went to bed..
the panadol and also the flu pill..
=S

how now?
I have workshop tomorrow at 9am..
and I'm suppose to wake up at 7am to get myself ready and off to uni to print some presentation powerpoint slides that uploaded on blackboard..

missing u all so badly..
only if I'm home right now..
=(

chapter 20

Once again, am back here in Newcastle..
=(

missing everyone back home already..
=(

don't feel like doing anything..just want to sleep and listen to songs..

[edit]

just came back from Jesmond to get some groceries..

I had a bad nap just now..woke up feeling rather sick..

attacking by headache and flu now..

=S

miss home ah..
called mommy just now..really feel like crying when talking to her..
my mind only about them now..
I cannot concentrate on the reading for my clinical placement..
pray that I will feel better later..
another 5 months to go till I go home again..
so tahan tahan dulu..

ok..enough of sad sad talk..
I dont really remember what I did during the last week at home..

I got sick..
went to Spore for a short while with fam..
Cousin Ken and Ah Bi stayed at our place for few days..
Ken had interview and finally he got a job now..and salary not bad for a fresh grad..
Brought Bro and Ah Bi to Taylor's..they planning to take Business foundation or ADP..
Met up with Cousin Alice and her bf..they all went dinner with the rest while I had dinner with Ili and Aggie to celebrate Ili's bday..
Went to cousin VinSen's place for BBQ on Saturday..

Just now on the phone with mommy..she said I left many things back home..
walau..blur only..
but luckily not important de..and she can send them to me later..
=)

lazy to upload pic eh..
will do so later..
now going to take another nap..
very tired..

till then..
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chapter 19

am going back to Newie tonight..

in another 7 hours

=(

chapter 18

just want to wish my babe, Ili

Happy Happy BirthDay!!!

have a blast tonight with your family ya!!

xoxo!!

see you around

=)

chapter 17

sneezing, coughing, aching..
experiencing all at the same time..
=S
feeling super duper sick now..
don't la like this..
going back to Newie soon d..
let me enjoy enjoy before I go back ma..
=(
so unlucky..

sick until like this all because of yesterday..
went to Popo's house to 拜天公.. (bai tian gong)
who knows rain heavily..
and no place to park the car so I parked in front of some auntie's house..(she is a nice neighbour)
i thought she goes somewhere else to celebrate, instead she actually went to pick up her son from school..
so I had to move the car..
eventually I became 落汤鸡..all wet..bro said as if I just came out from shower..
imagine how heavy the rain can be..
**shake head**

so woke up this morning and feeling rather sick..
here pain there pain..
nose dunno gone where jor and throat also not good..
=(
so sien..

some pic took at late grandparents' house..

-cousin SuetSuet and niece ManMan--niece YanYan-

Then my family went to Genting to stay a night..
on the second day we went to watch 'Happy Shaolin'

-some north Indian cuisine for dinner-

-with daddy and bro-

-Happy Shaolin-

will continue later..
have to go get some rest..
nite nite!!
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chapter 16

6 more days to spend in Malaysia..
is time for me to pack and go back to Aussieland..
but I don't feel like going back so early..
=(
I want to stay here longer..
but it is not gonna happen though..
must remember to call bank tomorrow and also ask about the house in NC..
hopefully can get the room as well as get my client number if not I also dunno how to make payment later..
sien..

On the 1st day of CNY, there was a partial solar eclipse..
we were not supposed to go out and look at it directly..
but in Bidor, in front of grandparents' house, the cloud covered the thing..so managed to snap a few pictures..
=)
very colourful and blue blue sky..
read this blog and written that ancient Chinese treat this as a bad thing..
but now..we treat it as an amazing phenomenon from the sky..

will continue later..
time to sleep d..
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I dunno why..

I don't understand why everything that I should let go seems to be coming back again..
maybe I'm just too stubborn..
as I've told myself that I can get out from there..
and I know I can do it..
I let go once..or I thought so..but actually NOT..
=(
however, I just have to let it go..

chapter 15

I'm so well-prepared.. hell NO!!
not at all..
I'm still blur with where to start my reading..
I'm still blur with what to buy back to NC..
I'm still blur with what to bring to placement..
I'm in a MCC aka 'mong cha cha' situation..
I'm so dead now..
wth..=S

I have few calls to make..
but I keep forgetting..
I even forget my password and client number for netbank log in..**knock my head**
I have so many things to do..but I only have less than a week to do so..
=(
sad-nyer..
I'm so worried I might miss out some important thing..
haih..have to make a list later at night..

well..keep those aside 1st..
=)
before going back to Bidor for CNY..
met up with gfs from high school..

-with Ili, currently in her final year of QS-

-with Ili, Aggie (doing telecommunication engineering), KerChin (future lawyer)-

-with KerChin and Amanda (Ag's sis)-

I think that's all for now..
got to go now to prepare for dinner later..
today is 初七, so going to 'lou sang'..

=)

不知道何时，我又堕入那个困境了。。。

chapter 14

Happy 牛 year!!
=)

Back from kampung..
before came home, went Genting with family and stayed a night there..

Met up with Su this morning..
she went back to Penang already..
=(
not going to see her till next time I come back..
gonna miss u badly la babe..
take good care of urself eh..
xoxo!

Went back to kampong on eve of Chinese New Year..
had reunion dinner with 2nd uncle's family only..
youngest uncle's family only went back on 初三..
so quite quiet this year..and cousin XinXin also not around..

On the very 1st day of CNY..
woke up for breakfast..then went to Ipoh with SuetSuet..
came home..gamble abit..
watched DVDs..

2nd day of CNY..
daddy's sisters and their family reached grandparents' house..
can consider merrier than 1st day..
but..SuetSuet had to go back to Spore..so uncle went to KLIA with her along with her siblings..

3rd day...nothing much..but today only about gambling..

4th day..woke up early in the morning..
went to temple to pray pray..
then off to Genting..
shocking..so many cars and ppl..
jam crazily..=S

without grandparents..celebrating this festival is so different compared to last time..
miss those times so much..
=(
going back to popo's house on Monday..

Today is already end of another week..
means I'm going back to NC real soon..
one more week to go..
=(
checked new schedule the other day..
might have placement on June/July..
but to be confirmed..haih..

other pic will be up later..
time to sleep..
nitez!
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